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This is what I brought you.
This you can keep.
This is what I brought.
You may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Ugh.
Not much to bitch about when things are fantastic, I guess?
LoL.
It's been almost two months since Jon and I got together.
We've had our ups, and we've definitely had our down periods. But, we're moving upwards, now. And, I feel that we can only get higher than where we are right now. And, that's an odd, odd feeling. It's really comforting, knowing that I can go to sleep. And, he's still there. And, then, I can wake up, the very next day. And, he's still there.
It's. . ..Amazing. It really is. I'm truly blessed. We're very much alike, Jon and I. A lot of the time, we're thinking about the same things. And, while our life goals differ a bit, we're both young. And, it's possible things will change. As far as what we want, and where we want to go. Even if it never changes, who says one of us can't?
There's a lot to think about. But, I'm really just satisfied with the present.
We're planning a trip in December. Hopefully, it's going to happen. I really, really hope it is. I'd love to spend the first, longest section of my Winter Break freezing (It said freaking. But, well, erm. I should be doing both? Thanks for pointing that out, Jon!) my ass off in Washington. It'd be worth the loss of ass, just to see Jon. And, be around him. And, yeah. . ..Just. Be with him.
>.>
Of course, there are other things. Like, sleeping with him. And, no, not in the fuck his brains out sense. The. Fall asleep, and wake up, hopefully, in time to roll over and watch him sleeping. Gosh, that'd be amazing. My vacation would be complete, after that.
I mean. There's also the sex to consider. And, not even the sex. Just. You know. Stuff. ( ^^;) I'm very, very, very attracted to him. He pushes my buttons in some ways I'd kinda forgotten they could be pushed. And, we're very compatible, I think, in that section of a relationship. We have a lot of the same fantasies. Even if mine tend to have more of a violent outcome?
Ugh.
Things are wonderful. Plain, and simple. Wonderful.
This you can keep.
This is what I brought.
You may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Ugh.
Not much to bitch about when things are fantastic, I guess?
LoL.
It's been almost two months since Jon and I got together.
We've had our ups, and we've definitely had our down periods. But, we're moving upwards, now. And, I feel that we can only get higher than where we are right now. And, that's an odd, odd feeling. It's really comforting, knowing that I can go to sleep. And, he's still there. And, then, I can wake up, the very next day. And, he's still there.
It's. . ..Amazing. It really is. I'm truly blessed. We're very much alike, Jon and I. A lot of the time, we're thinking about the same things. And, while our life goals differ a bit, we're both young. And, it's possible things will change. As far as what we want, and where we want to go. Even if it never changes, who says one of us can't?
There's a lot to think about. But, I'm really just satisfied with the present.
We're planning a trip in December. Hopefully, it's going to happen. I really, really hope it is. I'd love to spend the first, longest section of my Winter Break freezing (It said freaking. But, well, erm. I should be doing both? Thanks for pointing that out, Jon!) my ass off in Washington. It'd be worth the loss of ass, just to see Jon. And, be around him. And, yeah. . ..Just. Be with him.
>.>
Of course, there are other things. Like, sleeping with him. And, no, not in the fuck his brains out sense. The. Fall asleep, and wake up, hopefully, in time to roll over and watch him sleeping. Gosh, that'd be amazing. My vacation would be complete, after that.
I mean. There's also the sex to consider. And, not even the sex. Just. You know. Stuff. ( ^^;) I'm very, very, very attracted to him. He pushes my buttons in some ways I'd kinda forgotten they could be pushed. And, we're very compatible, I think, in that section of a relationship. We have a lot of the same fantasies. Even if mine tend to have more of a violent outcome?
Ugh.
Things are wonderful. Plain, and simple. Wonderful.