Things I did today:

Jul 10, 2006 02:37

Woke up.
Got a talking-to about the amount of time I spend on the computer, and how I should probably be more social.  I must agree.  More on this at 11.
Mowed the lawn.
Sat on my ass.
Watched Firefly (redeeming part of the day 1).
Umped the worst game I of my umping career.
    Appendix A:  lost my pride to coaches, spectators, and players alike.
    Appendix B:  was asked by a spectator (I kid you not) - "Why do you pick on us, seriously?"
    Appendix C:  I've got nothing else, just needed to stress how mind-shatteringly awful this game was.
Hung out a bit to drink slurpees and discuss our disaster of a game with Matt (friend/umping partner of the day) (redeeming part of the day 2).
Watched some Lost (redeeming part of the day 3).
Smoked my first (and most likely last until I have a child) cigar.
Sat on my ass more.

Just...boo.  Summer isn't as great as I had been hoping thus far.  I don't know what to put here now or anything.  Just thoughts that I can't or don't feel like putting into words are floating around.  Most concern my laziness, my lack of activity in the summer, my lack of seeing people I'd like to see, and, to be straight forward, my lack of a girlfriend.  I know I bitch about this way too much, but it's been concerning me a lot.  Worst part is, there really isn't a lot I can do about it while I'm home.  I can't say to myself "I want to go meet a girl and mack on her today."  Not that I'd "mack" on anybody...

Sure, there are some people I know that I certainly wouldn't mind getting to know better.  Too bad there are often "complications," if one will.

And it's not like I jump at the first single, interesting girl I meet either, that'd be desperate.  Some would argue the opposite for my character, but it's true.  Whatever, another time, another place.  Back to what I was getting at...I've been ready for so long.  And I've definitely tried too.  I can think of two people I were seriously interested in during the course of my freshman year at Michigan.  Just didn't work.  I tried.  Must've been a lack of interest on the females-in-questions' parts.

I digress...from nothing in particular.  I hate to just say "I want a girlfriend," but the fact is...I do.  I really enjoy spending a ton of time with my best friends, but there are just some roles that are filled with a girlfriend that buddies can't do.

There, I put in there, so you won't have to.  I'm a team player.  And when I said roles that a girl filled, I didn't mean it in a sexual sense, honest, read that and said whoops.

But alas, I grow weary.  I shall retire for the evening.

Goodnight, and thanks for reading.
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