social suicide......just another weekend
Another attempt and failed miserably again.......how is it possible to have enjoyed a fri sober night more than a saturday? Hmmmm gee let me think.....yeah i know.
Both shows were amazing and TK put me a fantastic mood everytime i see them, completely take me away from everything, pity sat had to go downhill......... Its funny how you can be in a usually safe, familiar environment, with so many friendly faces and the next minute feel completely alone, insignificant and worthless. I cant even start a conversation. Pathetic
Thanks to fi though, night would have totally gone to shit if not for you love.
I have to stop talking to you. But i cant seem to just cut off all connections.
So another weekend past and i haven't gained a thing, back to square one...... no possibly worse.
Well working all this weekend, probably a good thing. Keep me off the liquid poison and spend time with the animals.
Animals that dont judge, or bitch, or make you feel insignificant. but are actually greatful for your company and attention. Happy to be around me for who i am.
I also get my puppy this weekend. Shes gonna be my new lifeline, i actually feel sorry for her in advance, im gonna call on her alot.
well peace out, stop the wars, famine, disease and animal cruelty
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