Mar 28, 2006 08:58
IT'S REALLY FUNNY HOW A PERSON THAT YOU CARED AND TRUSTED CAN TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU. IT' S REALLY FUNNY HOW A PERSON THAT YOU DATED, WHO YOU AGREED TO BE FRIENDS WITH, CAN JUST TURN ON YOU. IT'S REALLY FUNNY HOW A PERSON YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD DEPEND ON, CAN JUST LET YOU DOWN, TIME AFTER TIME.
WELL FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF WEEKS. ME AND MY CREW HAVE BEEN HANGING TOGETHER WITHOUT A CERTAIN PERSON AND YOU KNOW WHAT...THINGS HAVE BEEN AWESOME. NO DRAMA, NO BITCHING, NO WHINING, JUST WHOLESOME GREAT FUN. THINGS ARE ALOT BETTER NOW WITH OUT HER REALLY. WE HAVE SO MUCH. IT'S LIKE WE REPLACED THEM.
IT'S APPARENT TO US THAT THEY HAVE TO SUPPOSEDLY CATER TO OUR NEEDS EVEN THOUGH WE GIVE THEM MONEY FOR GAS AND CIGARETTES OR WHATEVER, AND YET THEY STILL BITCH. WE DON'T ASK THEM FOR MUCH. JUST TO GIVE US RIDES HERE AND THERE, AND TO HELP OUT ALITTLE BUT THEY ARE TIRED OF CATERING TO OUT NEEDS.
THEY MAKE PROMISES TO US THAT THEY DON'T KEEP LIKE TELLING A FRIEND THAT THEY ARE GOING TO TAKE THEM SOMEWHERE WHERE THEY NEED TO BE, AND AT THE LAST MINUTE. THEY CHANGE THEIR MINDS. THEY TELL YOU THAT YOU CAN CALL THEM IF YOU EVER NEED ANYTHING, THEN WE YOU DO CALL, THEY DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT. AND GO BLABBING TO A FRIEND THAT YOU WERE BITCHING AND GOING ON AND ON.
WELL THIS PERSON, I CAN ASSURE WILL NOT BURDEN ME ANYMORE WITH BULLSHIT.
AND I WILL SAY THIS. REBECCA, YOU HAVE MADE ME SO MISERABLE THESE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS. I THOUGHT I COULD DEPEND ON YOU, AND IT SEEMS THAT I CAN'T. I THOUGHT THAT WE COULD PROGRESS AS FRIENDS, BUT YOU DON'T BELONG WITH ANYONE. YOU GET UPSET WITH WHAT YOU CAN'T HAVE AND THAT'S BEING IMMATURE. YOU TOLD ME TO MY FACE THE ONLY REASON WHY WE GOT BACK TOGETHER WAS BECAUSE YOU WERE LONELY, WELL NO MORE. I'M DONE WITH YOUR SORRY ASS. YOU WANT TO GET YOUR JOLLIES OFF, GO MASTURBATE SOMEWHERE. I DO IT 3 TO 5 TIMES A DAY, I'M PERFECTLY FINE. I DESPISE THE DAY I MET YOU. I DESPISE THE DAYS THAT I EVER TOOK YOU BACK. I AM A MUCH HAPPIER PERSON NOW WITH OUT YOU. YOU MAKE ME AN ANGRY PERSON WHEN I SEE YOU. I DESPISE YOU. I'M SICK YOUR GAMES, AND I'M SICK OF YOU LIES. AND I'M SICK OF YOU AND PERSON. THE ONLY THING I THANK YOU FOR IS HELPING ME TO COME OUT. BUT ALL AND ALL I CAN'T STAND YOU.
SO NOW YOU CRY ME A RIVER, BUILD ME A BRIDGE, AND YOU KNOW YOU GET THE FUCK OVER IT.
That's all I have to say about that. Have a nice day.