Feb 16, 2006 17:26
JUST WHEN I FEEL THAT I'M OVER BEKKA, SHE DOES SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME WANT HER BACK. BUT THAT HAS CHANGED NOW. I'M NOT GOING TO BE THAT DEPRESSED LITTLE GIRL HOPING THAT THERE IS A CHANCE. ME AND BEKKA WERE NOT MEANT TO BE ANYTHING MORE THAN LITTLE FUCK BUDDIES. OR EVEN JUST FRIENDS.
I HAVE MOVED ON. I'M DONE CRYING, I'M DONE WITH FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF. I'M DONE WITH IT ALL.
I'M SORRY, BEKKA. I'M NOT DOLL THAT YOU CAN PLAY WITH WHEN YOU WANT. I HAVE FEELINGS, REGRETS, SORROWS, AND PRIDE IN MYSELF. I'M DONE CRYING OVER YOU. THIS IS NOT WORTH MY TEARS AND NIETHER ARE YOU. I WANT SOMEBODY WHO WANTS TO BE WITH ME AND NOT CAUSE THEY CAN'T FIND ANYONE OR CAN'T GET LAID.
SEX IS FINE I DON'T CARE CAUSE SOMETIMES YOU NEED IT, BUT AT THE SAME TIME DON'T JUST USE ME FOR YOUR OWN SEXUAL PREFERENCES AND THEN JUST IGNORE ME WHEN YOU DON'T WANT TO BE BOTHERED.
*SIGHS* I'M GLAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST!!!!!!
I'M FREE....