will the real kira plaase stand up.
that's such an old song, can't believe i still have an eminem poster u on my wall i wanna get so many new posters ,, korn, slpiknot, stained, godsmack.i dunno why but my music preference has changed so much in the last couple of months.( oh mike i want my stained and godsmack CD back) i don't know who i am anymore. this strange person is looking back at me. last night i hardly got any sleep. i talked to a guy on the phone till like 12:45. then i just watched the tube, then i called some other ppl. and i was like talking about some shit i don't even remember.i found a new fetish a guy's voice on the phone. like i was talking to this guy and his voice was putting me to sleep and then i said something funny, and for like 2 words his voice was ike so " yea baby" sexy. and i'm thinkin to myself "hun, u should talk like that more often". but he's not that type of guy who'd get the punch-line.
anyway i kinda hit the sack at about 4 am. and most of the night, i'd just wake up walk around and Mickey would wake up and fallow me , he's so cute., anyway we're suposed to meet dimitry today and val is supposed to come by my house and use the internet. for the 1rst time in like 3 months my room is clean. come and c thoes who dare. i can acually see the floor, wow.
i guess i have to say good bye to you one way or another. bye Dimatchka. i'll miss u. i'll miss how u couse me pain. i'll miss being not the only one who's hott in our group of pps. i'll miss all thoues bruski's u bought me. i'll miss the way u always stick up for anna and i get pissed. but lets look at the bright side you'll be back in 2 months. only 2 months. and bring me somethin gback. and ther's a chance if i go to odessa too, i'll see u there b/c we used to live next to each other.i 'll miss u . i wuv u. ( sometimes).
and to all of you out there good morning rise 'n ' shine. and don't forget to put on your fake skin the world is waiting for you. and dn't you dare to be real. because that's not what the world does , they hide behind a false wall of smilling faces and choses to ignore the truth. well guess what if u don't think about it too much it WON'T go away. face reality, we are doomed in this personal hell of decete.
p.s. drugs are the only escape by drugs do drugs if only for sertain time u'll expiriance heaven, we luv drung lets all do drugs weeeeee