heya
heya- i really need to keep up with this thing. i'm really bad at it. i was just reminded when chris updated his and realized i hadn't posted since april. i probably need to so i can keep random la school people updated and at the least let out some thoughts and frustrations.
so junior year is going ok so far. i got into the business school by the skin of my teeth and it's sad because my hardest classes right now are my music classes- they are soooo over my head. (help anyone?) the roomie is good, just as annoying (in a lovable way) as ever. i decided to devote most of my time to just studying this year. i really need to get the grades up and keep from getting craploads of loans.
the parents are being really great. they cooled down a bit with the "talks" (i.e. get your ass in gear). they've also been wonderful to talk to about a certain boy.
i have a bit of a situation with a first "really really like" (ok! love!) that is in a different state and i'm being an overemotional girl about it. we decided to be together this summer, knowing that we'd have to be friends during the school year. for some reason i didn't think i would get so close to him (since i like to build up walls) and it's been really difficult having this distance between us. i just hope that we don't grow apart. i always heard about those girls that made their boyfriends their life, and even though it feels like part of me got ripped apart when he left, i need to find some way of dealing so we can both concentrate on school (and so i won't drive him crazy lol) the parents did tell me that if it was meant to be, the separation would make us closer. i really hope that is true.
whew- ok. long post. i need to go visit people.
so junior year is going ok so far. i got into the business school by the skin of my teeth and it's sad because my hardest classes right now are my music classes- they are soooo over my head. (help anyone?) the roomie is good, just as annoying (in a lovable way) as ever. i decided to devote most of my time to just studying this year. i really need to get the grades up and keep from getting craploads of loans.
the parents are being really great. they cooled down a bit with the "talks" (i.e. get your ass in gear). they've also been wonderful to talk to about a certain boy.
i have a bit of a situation with a first "really really like" (ok! love!) that is in a different state and i'm being an overemotional girl about it. we decided to be together this summer, knowing that we'd have to be friends during the school year. for some reason i didn't think i would get so close to him (since i like to build up walls) and it's been really difficult having this distance between us. i just hope that we don't grow apart. i always heard about those girls that made their boyfriends their life, and even though it feels like part of me got ripped apart when he left, i need to find some way of dealing so we can both concentrate on school (and so i won't drive him crazy lol) the parents did tell me that if it was meant to be, the separation would make us closer. i really hope that is true.
whew- ok. long post. i need to go visit people.