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This is the first time ever that I've had someone with the same name in my class. My name is extraordinarily uncommon, I before yesterday, the only person I knew of with the same name was my grandmother. But now I'm so confused; I keep turning whenever I hear someone say my name, and they're never talking to me!
On another note, I really wish I could drop Spanish. I can't do anything in that class, as everything is coming to me in Japanese at this point, but I know if I somehow manage to convert my mind to Spanish instead, I will forget a lot of the Japanese I've recently learned - and I don't want to do that. But as my mom will never let me drop, let alone all the colleges that refuse to count self-teaching as a year of a language, I guess I'm stuck. It's a good thing that my Spanish teacher knows me, however; he's very patient with me. (Even if I can't remember his name! ^o^)
And during lunch today, I chatted with my ex-boyfriend for the first time in months. It was nice to catch up with him, and I really wish we hadn't drifted as friends. Maybe if I stay, I'll make an effort to get close with him platonically. I'd forgotten what a great sense of humor he had. ^_^
My stress is still there, but it's dormant for now. I hope it remains that way.