i hate the fact that i seem to be inspired to write ONLY during my exmas. or in the period just before, when i should be studying instead.
no, my exams aren't here yet (THANK GOD!!!) but the problem is that i can't seem to properly continue my fics!!! >< i'm trying to get as many of my unfinished chapters done so that when my exams DO come around, i'll be less tempted to type them out. but it's NOT going well. i've only gotten chapter 3 of 'amethyst and amber' out. >< taking a break from tryin to type out the third (and last) chapter of 'how to seduce a buchou' now.
that one's gonna be loooooooooooooooong. i hadn't anticipated how many loose ends there'd be to tie up. >< eeks!!! i'm not even done yet and already, it's exceeded the length of both preceeding chapters.
oh dear.
another fic i really need to continue (as in start up a new chapter) is my blackmail fic, formally known as 'some things are better dishevelled'. it's been hanging at chapter 3 for...i have no idea how long. so long that i've forgotten. -.-()()()() it's still stuck where tezuka shrieked ordered them to run laps because of inui. XDDD!!!
and now that A&A chapter 3 is out, i need to start chapter 4 soon. i'm getting back logged with fics, because i kep coming up with new ones when the older ones aren;t even completed. as it is, i haven't up dated my slayers fic easily since the start of this year. heck, i can't even remember when i last typed up anything in that... >< DAMN!!!
i've also got another 2 sanayuki fics in the oven, baking, trying to get finished so that i can post it, and a yukisana one that came about due to
babysyusuke's suggestion/dare earlier in the year to type up a yukisana rape fic.
and i also want to finish up A&A as soon as i can, because i want to get the other parts of my 'Jewelled Lives' series out. A&A is only the first part of it. see how my ambitious fanfic-writing tendencies can get so damn frustrating???
'one step at a time' is also stuck... gaaaah... sanada, just spirit yukimura back to your house and tie him to the damn bed already!!! GEEZ!!!!!!!!!! -.-!!!
*bangs head repeatedly against wall/desk/any available surface*
IWETRNTYREIUXMGTRIU,ZGQRWOIUGYROIENCUEROIUIOYXURYUETGMERKJHGSDKJGFTURFHDJFHDKJFHUIERYIURYEWRHNCWUHXRFMHJSADKFYHCEWYNRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [/incoherent shrieking]
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ANYWAY, it's time i get back to typing...
BTW, in case you're wondering why i haven't been appearing on MSN to chat, there's something wrong with my MSN. it keeps hanging. and trust me, it's damn IRRITATING. i can't chat, i can't even check my mail, dammit!!! T.T someone, FIX IT!!!!!! *cries*