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Well, how the hell are you?
I'm alright I suppose. This weekend I pretty much did nothing but hide in my room and cried. What depressed me, I don't know. I just wanted to die.
Monday Feltman gave me no help for Chamber Choir so I didn't get to audition. It's stupid, but I wanted to be in it so badly. I was alone until James came over. Both before and after karate we had some really long talks cause he was concerned about how depressed I've been. That and he punched me in the head. But I punched him back in the face so it was all good.
At karate Brent grabbed my ass. Not cool. No accident about it. And he's like...30 years old. I made him cry with an elbow in the pressure point in the back of the arm. And my master didn't see the grabbage, but he saw me attack Brent and thought it was pretty funny. My master also bitch-slapped me in the face. That was kinda weird.
Yesterday I was pretty much slightly less miserable. Really lonely though. Craig came over for awhile and we went for a walk and made plans for today.
Today I got my speech over with. Went fine. Sang my solo in choir, did fine on that as well. Wasn't too miserable. Now I'm home and lonely and bored again. Craig hasn't had his cellphone on all day and isn't answering his home phone which means he had to go help his mom which means he'll be really really cranky. Wonderful. There went those plans.
James will be here in like 3 hours and then I'll go to karate and then if Craig isn't in kill mode I'll go to his house.
Okie, I'm done bitching now. Have a nice day.
I'm alright I suppose. This weekend I pretty much did nothing but hide in my room and cried. What depressed me, I don't know. I just wanted to die.
Monday Feltman gave me no help for Chamber Choir so I didn't get to audition. It's stupid, but I wanted to be in it so badly. I was alone until James came over. Both before and after karate we had some really long talks cause he was concerned about how depressed I've been. That and he punched me in the head. But I punched him back in the face so it was all good.
At karate Brent grabbed my ass. Not cool. No accident about it. And he's like...30 years old. I made him cry with an elbow in the pressure point in the back of the arm. And my master didn't see the grabbage, but he saw me attack Brent and thought it was pretty funny. My master also bitch-slapped me in the face. That was kinda weird.
Yesterday I was pretty much slightly less miserable. Really lonely though. Craig came over for awhile and we went for a walk and made plans for today.
Today I got my speech over with. Went fine. Sang my solo in choir, did fine on that as well. Wasn't too miserable. Now I'm home and lonely and bored again. Craig hasn't had his cellphone on all day and isn't answering his home phone which means he had to go help his mom which means he'll be really really cranky. Wonderful. There went those plans.
James will be here in like 3 hours and then I'll go to karate and then if Craig isn't in kill mode I'll go to his house.
Okie, I'm done bitching now. Have a nice day.