[Drabble] Like a snowflake in the sun
Title: Like a snowflake in the sun
Fandom: ABC-Z
Pairings/Characters: Hashimoto Ryosuke, Totsuka Shota, Kawai Fumito (slight TottsuxHasshi)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Kissing?
Disclaimer: Not mine. Owned by J&A.
A/N: Inspired by the latest episode of TakiCHANnel (ABC-Z First Concert). Hasshi and his NERVES *pets him*
Hashimoto didn’t know what had come over him suddenly. It surely wasn’t the sudden winter cold’s fault that he was shaking right now. The last rehearsal for their first own concerts had just finished and they were moving to the changing room to shower and get ready for the real deal.
The gravity of the whole situation had just hit him that morning.
He’d never felt quite this nervous before a show before. It was because this time was different. These were the most important concerts ever in his life so far. These were THEIR concerts. Their own. ABC-Z’s. There was no ‘and’ or ‘with’ in it this time. Just them, just ABC-Z.
Maybe after having only been at smaller venues lately - theater stages to be exact - Yoyogi Arena just seemed so big and so intimidating all of a sudden.
He went about getting ready almost mechanically. His mind was somewhere far away. And he tried to hide his shaking fingers, trembling hands. It took him longer than usual to put on his costume because his hands refused to cooperate with him. The other four had already left. He stumbled after them, trying to catch up.
The physical distance between them reminded him of the time a few years ago when he’d first joined. He wondered whether he was ready now. Whether he’d caught up enough. Had he? Could he go out onto the same stage with them like this? Like he was now? Would the fans like it? Them? Him?
“Hasshi!” he could hear Totsuka call him. He knew he had to hurry up. He was running out of time. Things were about to start.
Flashing the TakiCHANnel cameras an uneasy smile he tried to come up with something to say but all the words got stuck in his throat. In the end he just said “I’ll do my best!” and rushed on.
Trying to shove all the anxiety out of himself, Hashimoto went to join the circle his group mates had already formed. Behind them the staff people started to prepare the rings with which they would be pulled up in a couple of minutes.
Totsuka smiled and touched Hashimoto’s pale cheek gently. “Calm down, Hasshi. Or you’ll melt in the spotlight like a snowflake in the sun.”
“Tot-” the rest of the other’s name got stuck in his throat when Totsuka kissed him.
“For luck,” Totsuka winked. “We’re all here with you. Things will be fine.”
Hashimoto looked up and looked into the smiling faces of his group mates. The dark thoughts were pushed back and he managed to give them a genuine smile back.
“Alright! I won’t melt! I’ll still sweat though…but probably less than Tsuka-chan!”
Kawai grinned, “Now that’s more like it. Leave all the serious thinking to people with more brain capacity, Hasshi and enjoy this to the fullest.” He teased gently and then the five of them huddled closer together, arms around each other. “ABC-Z…Let’s do this!”
“YEAH!”
Fandom: ABC-Z
Pairings/Characters: Hashimoto Ryosuke, Totsuka Shota, Kawai Fumito (slight TottsuxHasshi)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Kissing?
Disclaimer: Not mine. Owned by J&A.
A/N: Inspired by the latest episode of TakiCHANnel (ABC-Z First Concert). Hasshi and his NERVES *pets him*
Hashimoto didn’t know what had come over him suddenly. It surely wasn’t the sudden winter cold’s fault that he was shaking right now. The last rehearsal for their first own concerts had just finished and they were moving to the changing room to shower and get ready for the real deal.
The gravity of the whole situation had just hit him that morning.
He’d never felt quite this nervous before a show before. It was because this time was different. These were the most important concerts ever in his life so far. These were THEIR concerts. Their own. ABC-Z’s. There was no ‘and’ or ‘with’ in it this time. Just them, just ABC-Z.
Maybe after having only been at smaller venues lately - theater stages to be exact - Yoyogi Arena just seemed so big and so intimidating all of a sudden.
He went about getting ready almost mechanically. His mind was somewhere far away. And he tried to hide his shaking fingers, trembling hands. It took him longer than usual to put on his costume because his hands refused to cooperate with him. The other four had already left. He stumbled after them, trying to catch up.
The physical distance between them reminded him of the time a few years ago when he’d first joined. He wondered whether he was ready now. Whether he’d caught up enough. Had he? Could he go out onto the same stage with them like this? Like he was now? Would the fans like it? Them? Him?
“Hasshi!” he could hear Totsuka call him. He knew he had to hurry up. He was running out of time. Things were about to start.
Flashing the TakiCHANnel cameras an uneasy smile he tried to come up with something to say but all the words got stuck in his throat. In the end he just said “I’ll do my best!” and rushed on.
Trying to shove all the anxiety out of himself, Hashimoto went to join the circle his group mates had already formed. Behind them the staff people started to prepare the rings with which they would be pulled up in a couple of minutes.
Totsuka smiled and touched Hashimoto’s pale cheek gently. “Calm down, Hasshi. Or you’ll melt in the spotlight like a snowflake in the sun.”
“Tot-” the rest of the other’s name got stuck in his throat when Totsuka kissed him.
“For luck,” Totsuka winked. “We’re all here with you. Things will be fine.”
Hashimoto looked up and looked into the smiling faces of his group mates. The dark thoughts were pushed back and he managed to give them a genuine smile back.
“Alright! I won’t melt! I’ll still sweat though…but probably less than Tsuka-chan!”
Kawai grinned, “Now that’s more like it. Leave all the serious thinking to people with more brain capacity, Hasshi and enjoy this to the fullest.” He teased gently and then the five of them huddled closer together, arms around each other. “ABC-Z…Let’s do this!”
“YEAH!”