I may be buying a car
But the idea is terrifying me. We're talking full out paralysis. I need to find out about getting a disturbingly small loan. I would need to learn to drive stick. And to get over the car being almost as old as I am and having almost as many miles as the family van that drove me back and forth to school.
I feel like I should be much more informed than I am at this point. But I don't know where to start. I've been researching the value (to make a real offer) and trying to figure out what the government will take from me. And all I do is get lost and turned around. I tried to figure out insurance. That twisted me into odd shapes. My brain. It can't do this all early. Or, rather, I want very much to hide under a rock and not deal with this. I want to let it go away all on its own. I want to continue to not have to understand how this works. Simultaneously, I know I need to at least do the research. I need to make a conscious decision (even if it's "no"). Otherwise I may never forgive myself.
It would solve a lot of problems though...
-KA-
I feel like I should be much more informed than I am at this point. But I don't know where to start. I've been researching the value (to make a real offer) and trying to figure out what the government will take from me. And all I do is get lost and turned around. I tried to figure out insurance. That twisted me into odd shapes. My brain. It can't do this all early. Or, rather, I want very much to hide under a rock and not deal with this. I want to let it go away all on its own. I want to continue to not have to understand how this works. Simultaneously, I know I need to at least do the research. I need to make a conscious decision (even if it's "no"). Otherwise I may never forgive myself.
It would solve a lot of problems though...
-KA-