what i thought about today
I rode in the St. Patricks Day parade on Metairie...
Just to say that....
Ashton Ish Heather and I took a ride tonight....
all over the fucking place...
I wish i could remember all the things I laughed at tonight...
Fuck!
These are the things that went through my head tonight
I thought about the huge gap between Devon and I and how much I hate it.
I thought about how I forgot the way that Ashton laughed, like really laughed.
I thought about Beef and how long it will be until she leaves.
I thought about the people I've hurt in my life and how all but one of them have been hurt by me just in this year.
I thought about your skin.
I thought about those eyes that I fall into no matter how long I've been gone.
I thought about love and how easy it's supposed to be. Fuck that.
I thought about my life and how it should be going, you know, how it's not.
I thought about my old frieds from high school and how I never thought that we'd be in so many different worlds.
I thought about Mandy.
I thought about my parents.
I thought about sex with all the wrong people.
I thought about my laugh.
I thought about how long it will be until I will have a day that was so fucking wonderful again.
I thought about how beautiful you are and how difficult it is for you to leave my mind.
I thought about how I love you, and how life is a pile of shit.
Just to say that....
Ashton Ish Heather and I took a ride tonight....
all over the fucking place...
I wish i could remember all the things I laughed at tonight...
Fuck!
These are the things that went through my head tonight
I thought about the huge gap between Devon and I and how much I hate it.
I thought about how I forgot the way that Ashton laughed, like really laughed.
I thought about Beef and how long it will be until she leaves.
I thought about the people I've hurt in my life and how all but one of them have been hurt by me just in this year.
I thought about your skin.
I thought about those eyes that I fall into no matter how long I've been gone.
I thought about love and how easy it's supposed to be. Fuck that.
I thought about my life and how it should be going, you know, how it's not.
I thought about my old frieds from high school and how I never thought that we'd be in so many different worlds.
I thought about Mandy.
I thought about my parents.
I thought about sex with all the wrong people.
I thought about my laugh.
I thought about how long it will be until I will have a day that was so fucking wonderful again.
I thought about how beautiful you are and how difficult it is for you to leave my mind.
I thought about how I love you, and how life is a pile of shit.