It's only important if it's about me

Apr 17, 2006 01:13

Few things first before the breakdown.

1. More shameless promotion... Will be interviewed on TVeeeeeeeeeee for the work on a fundraising project for the hospital. I'm nervous, but would you believe more so because taping isn't until 6pm and I worry about my hair from my 7am wake up call. Will it last all day through school? *sigh* Probably not.

2. That brings my grand total of publicity to.... *drum roll* 6 in one month!!! Yes, 2 press release, 3 website photos, and a tv interview. Not too shabby if I say so myself.

3. I have made a decision to really put off that full-time job search. Yes, that means I went into the restaurant and *gasp* handed over my full-time availability, aka consent for them to torture and ruin any chances of my social life and given full authority to have to take line up crap on a much more not wanted basis, ah, but c'est la vie. (I'm really hoping this propels me into entreprenuer mode and get it started!)

The Breakdown
I didn't see this one coming.
It came quite unexpectedly.
But so did the beginning.
He said he likes things the way they are. Yes, the way they are, meaning if I see you, great, if I don't, no big deal. And no, I won't be trying any harder than this, yada yada yada, because this is exactly how I like it. And no, I don't understand that you could want more, because I like you and don't want anyone else, but no I am not pursuing anything serious with you. Blah, blah, blah. So don't expect to meet my family, hang out with my friends, dates on a regular basis, communication beyond a text or a quick 5 minute call, and oh yeah, I'm still getting over my ex and if I wanted to be in a relationship, I'd probably call her back up again. Oh, and Sara, you are such a sweetheart and I you don't deserve to be hurt. (WTF, W as in Where not what in this case - Where TF, did that come from!?)

Not exactly quoted, but still. That's what I heard.

!!!!Freaking story of my dating life!!!!
I'd say I give up, but you know me better than that.

...and yes, I will be signing autographs :)
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