Feb 21, 2006 02:11
At the risk of sounding corny, naseauting and downright cheesey, I have been trying to save it all inside and instead hit instant replay every time I have a free moment.
But alas, I just want to put it all down.
Because that's what I love about LJ. I can record, share, discuss, complain and indulge anytime.
Reasons why today is a great second kiss story.
1. The big date planning for next week.
2. The future date he has planned for us a bit in the future but not too far off.
3. When he stops kissing me to say, "I really like you Sara."
4. When he insists on starting my car because he doesn't want it to be cold for me.
5. When he secretly downloaded a favorite song for me to give to me.
6. When he knows exactly what to say to make a not-so-good moment my favorite moment.
7. When he tells me that I'm so smart.
What you know is that I am trying not to be wooed over. What you know is that I want only the bestest and I don't want to be a sucker.
But what you really, really know is that I fell for this so long ago. I tried, I really tried not to. And I tried really hard to think it didn't matter and I tried even harder to convince myself that none of this was really happening.
But now I know it is.
And I can be me.
On a side note, today I received back a PSA assignment.
Granted I didn't put a whole lot of work or time or effort into it, but I was impressed with it. And my professor was equally impressed with my creative, captivating angle.
However, when my creative brief was critiqued (and only worth 20% of the overall PSA grade) I was so sad to read the words "grossly inadequate".
What, am I so revolting?
Was it that bad?
Which is worse? Grossly? Or inadequate?
I couldn't decide.
So far in this post-grad studyness :) my work has been consistently marked, "a pleasure to read, smooth, captivating."
Nothing brought me a dose of harsh reality than those two stinkin' words.
Gross this.