An Oft-Exploding Volcano
Pooka demanded that I write a long journel entry, so here we go. Heaven help us. ^_^
A lot has been on my mind lately, and I've been struggling with a lot. I've bit off more than I can chew, and I'm currently choking. The more I struggle, the deepr I fall. ooh, the wonders of words. *bends and shapes them how she pleases* Mwa ha. Everything will be ok, I just have to take some time for myself and figure some things out. Already some of my situation has improved, so that is a weight off of my shoulders. Now the other part.
Book club tonight, which was actually a welcome relief. I'm not a social butterfly, but I enjoy the company of the women. I think they've accepted me into their lives a little bit, which makes me glad. I need their strength right now. I also found out that one of my friends is pregnant. She is a little older than me, and we grew up together. Well, we've never been best friends, but I did share a tent with her at girls camp. It broke my heart to learn that she is preggers. She was the last one I would have guessed. If anything, it was a wakeup call to me. I'll have to call her up one of these days and let her know that she isn't alone-I'd hate for her to feel isolated. *shakes head* It's really...sad.
My wisdom teeth are being dug out on July 7th. I demanded anesthesia because the teeth are so badly impacted. I'll be out of comission for a week. After which I have to become gung-ho on the job thing. Plane tickets do not buy themselves, and if I move out, I have to support me because no one else is going to do it. I can't believe it. Less than two months. It's becoming rather overhwhelming, because there is still so much to be done. *sighs* And so little money to do it with.
::beamy out::
A lot has been on my mind lately, and I've been struggling with a lot. I've bit off more than I can chew, and I'm currently choking. The more I struggle, the deepr I fall. ooh, the wonders of words. *bends and shapes them how she pleases* Mwa ha. Everything will be ok, I just have to take some time for myself and figure some things out. Already some of my situation has improved, so that is a weight off of my shoulders. Now the other part.
Book club tonight, which was actually a welcome relief. I'm not a social butterfly, but I enjoy the company of the women. I think they've accepted me into their lives a little bit, which makes me glad. I need their strength right now. I also found out that one of my friends is pregnant. She is a little older than me, and we grew up together. Well, we've never been best friends, but I did share a tent with her at girls camp. It broke my heart to learn that she is preggers. She was the last one I would have guessed. If anything, it was a wakeup call to me. I'll have to call her up one of these days and let her know that she isn't alone-I'd hate for her to feel isolated. *shakes head* It's really...sad.
My wisdom teeth are being dug out on July 7th. I demanded anesthesia because the teeth are so badly impacted. I'll be out of comission for a week. After which I have to become gung-ho on the job thing. Plane tickets do not buy themselves, and if I move out, I have to support me because no one else is going to do it. I can't believe it. Less than two months. It's becoming rather overhwhelming, because there is still so much to be done. *sighs* And so little money to do it with.
::beamy out::