Dec 22, 2002 20:38
Meh. My life has been nothing but twistie ties and sleep, and it's getting on my nerves. Only two more nights, though. I'm hoping for a check of at least $210. Temp work only pays minimum, I guess. He offered me a job, which I declined. I don't want to spend the rest of my life bagging bread, thanks. I have to go back to school, which I now value very much. Amazing what six short nights of mind numbingly boring repitions will do for a person. Bless you, college education, bless you!
Grades come out tomorrow. I'm as nervous as heck. I can barely stay inside my own skin. I had this horrible dream that I failed Japanese...the one class I actually have a chance of passing. I was a mess the whole next night at work. The next afternoon whilst I was asleep, I dreamt about him. It was a wonderful dream. So I figure...if I pass class, I won't be with him and if I fail, he's mine. Which gets me to wondering...which would I sacrifice? I suck at dream interpretations. Maybe my mind is so fatigued it's playing out all obvious hopes and fears just for kicks instead of diving deep into the mysteries of the hidden psyche. Lucky me.
I am so not in the Christmas spirit. It's barely snowed here, I'm asleep all day, and I have no money.
Bah Humbug.
::beamy out::