bump watch 2012

Nov 06, 2012 15:23

Troy isn't one hundred percent sure that he pulled out in time the other night. All was fine and well until we looked up a menstruation calendar and realized I was at the start of fertile ripeness. And then I realized that if we did conceive, the possible due date would be, as predicted by the website, July 15. 715 has huge meaning in our relationship, and July 15, 2013 was the date I originally had planned on getting married. The last two days have been great. Particularly this morning when I was having cramps and discharge that I thought for sure would turn into a blood fest, but has not happened yet. Looking up online, spotting is typical when implantation occurs, but that's only 6 - 12 days after conception.

We are, as a note, hoping not to be pregnant. We are still trying to get a grasp on everything else, and enjoy our time together. It wouldn't ruin our lives, though. Troy doesn't know how it would work financially, and I keep reminding him that people do it on less and that we'd be fine.

To be honest, I wouldn't be surprised either way. I'm not worried, no matter what happens. We went to dinner with Chris and Mary Ann last night. In the middle of dinner, Troy innocently pipes up, "Who would eat a bug? For money?" It was pretty adorable, and I don't remember the last time I laughed so hard. I literally couldn't breathe as he continued his train of thought, that lobsters are nothing more than ocean bugs. I love him for that.

troy, upadate

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