Clueless insomnia.
Passion that goes too far. Enthusiasm that causes more damage. A sense that reads too much into things. An instability that borders on extreme.
Maybe some people are just too preoccupied with their stuff that they don't bother feeling it. Others are just too technical to care and more just shrug it off because they weren't built to take burdens more seriously, let alone see it as a burden to bear.
According to the woman who birthed me, I am supposedly, in her eyes (ah, isn't it nice to realise how your very own blood thinks so lowly of you), naive.
As defined by Merriam Webster:
na·ive or na·ïve
1 : marked by unaffected simplicity : ARTLESS, INGENUOUS
2 a : deficient in worldly wisdom or informed judgment; especially : CREDULOUS b : not previously subjected to experimentation or a particular experimental situation ; also : not having previously used a particular drug (as marijuana) c : not having been exposed previously to an antigen
3 a : SELF-TAUGHT, PRIMITIVE b : produced by or as if by a self-taught artist
synonym see NATURAL
Well, 1 obviously doesn't describe me - I am not 'unaffected' nor am I 'simple' in any mental fashion, let alone both combined.
2 - When all else fails, go down the subjective route! That way you're always right! Who on earth is completely sufficient in worldly wisdom?? As for 'informed judgement' ha - how many different ways and times can one be 'informed' before their 'judgement' is correct? Please people who define the english language, enlighten me.
And I am obviously not a lab rodent, I don't take drugs and I am not a T-cell (though life as one would be a lot simpler wouldn't it?).
No. 3 just implies I'm an ape. Since we all stemmed from apes, perhaps my mum wasn't too far off. With a definition like 'self-taught' I can finally say I've found the word to describe every being on the planet!
You do know I am dripping with sarcasm right?
If this crushing feeling is going to continue, I might as well speed it up until I'm nothing but dust. I'm in a world I don't seem to belong in anyway.
Maybe some people are just too preoccupied with their stuff that they don't bother feeling it. Others are just too technical to care and more just shrug it off because they weren't built to take burdens more seriously, let alone see it as a burden to bear.
According to the woman who birthed me, I am supposedly, in her eyes (ah, isn't it nice to realise how your very own blood thinks so lowly of you), naive.
As defined by Merriam Webster:
na·ive or na·ïve
1 : marked by unaffected simplicity : ARTLESS, INGENUOUS
2 a : deficient in worldly wisdom or informed judgment; especially : CREDULOUS b : not previously subjected to experimentation or a particular experimental situation ; also : not having previously used a particular drug (as marijuana) c : not having been exposed previously to an antigen
3 a : SELF-TAUGHT, PRIMITIVE b : produced by or as if by a self-taught artist
synonym see NATURAL
Well, 1 obviously doesn't describe me - I am not 'unaffected' nor am I 'simple' in any mental fashion, let alone both combined.
2 - When all else fails, go down the subjective route! That way you're always right! Who on earth is completely sufficient in worldly wisdom?? As for 'informed judgement' ha - how many different ways and times can one be 'informed' before their 'judgement' is correct? Please people who define the english language, enlighten me.
And I am obviously not a lab rodent, I don't take drugs and I am not a T-cell (though life as one would be a lot simpler wouldn't it?).
No. 3 just implies I'm an ape. Since we all stemmed from apes, perhaps my mum wasn't too far off. With a definition like 'self-taught' I can finally say I've found the word to describe every being on the planet!
You do know I am dripping with sarcasm right?
If this crushing feeling is going to continue, I might as well speed it up until I'm nothing but dust. I'm in a world I don't seem to belong in anyway.