only the lonely

Oct 08, 2009 22:41

so i guess this thing still exist?
i have started to live my life from an old saying.. "live within your means"
i hope it works out. i would love to have money for the future.
im going to talk to my uncle who is a stock broker and maybe start a IRA.
im excited, but not..

ahh money is gross.

every time i cut my hair short, i wish i never had grown it long.
its been short for over a week, and i just feel better about myself lol.

being a "boss" at work is rewarding, but it has alot of negative sides..

i really want to buy a car, and think i have the money to do it, but dont want to..

fuck it!!

benjamin woosley told me some news about his adventures in los angeles.
he wants to pay me to go out there for 4 months and work on a movie that he talked to a producer about.
im thinking about just going and trying it out. i know i can write and act in something interesting, but thats what alot of people think.

he gave me alot of confidence in telling me that i am talented and that "alot of people out here cant touch your pure talent in comedy and acting."

this made me feel good, and got me to thinking..

im sure there is 100,000 better, more qualified people than I...
but i feel like taking an adventure, yet there is soo much at stake..

i leave a good paying job. i leave a roommate stranded, and i leave lovey doves.
ugga wugga.. sorry to vent, but this is a hard decision. OMG i forgot how to spell that word!!!!

i never really use the internet anymore, and when i do, i use things like livejournal that no one uses anymore..

love to all..

seanboatkiplinglovesroyorbison.
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