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maybe i shuldnt care as much as i do... it jus leads me to get hurt, but its too late, i care too much. i guess i also shuldnt have belived u when u told me that U cared. ive tried for so long now to make things how i wished they were now :( i might as well stop trying because its obviously never gonna be how i want them to be, but i guess u cant always get whut u want. the sad thing is, its not that i dont want to be with him, its jus i cant be treated this way EVERYDAY. things are so great when were together but when were not its jus ..........? sick of waiting around everyday for whut u say is going to happend and it NEVER does. fuck it im done. things u really want in life are worth waiting for.. but have i waited too long for this to be the way that it shuld? i never did ne thing wrong , and still everyday i wait around. well not ne more. im left hurt... like always :(
DONE with livejournal.
DONE with livejournal.