Small World

[kippei_kun]

Senri's here. At TeniU, living down the hall and woring at Catering Services alongside of me. Never expected that. Freaking small world.

Gakuto:  You okay? Look, I--um--told Senri we'd feed him occasionally. He always forgets to eat. If you don't like it, I can just make him up a care package. He says he's changed. I don't know...part of me wants to

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Private to Kippei

[gaku_nii_chan]

Listen, I just don't want you to get hurt again. Maybe he has changed, but if he hasn't, and he hurts you, I will kill him. I have ways, my friends have ways. He will be gone if he hurts you. I love you. Never forget it.

And now I have to run because I"m going to be late. I'll write more when I come back. Have to comment on some of those answers.

Private to Gakuto

[kippei_kun]

Love, he doesn't have the power to hurt me. Only you have that. I'll be disappointed if he screws this up. But I've lived through it before. It's his life he's screwing up, not mine. It's hard to watch a friend do that to themselves. I love you. Don't you forget that either.

Private to Kippei

[gaku_nii_chan]

I would be a hypocrite if I asked you to give up your friendship with him. I know that. Friends have the power to hurt you too, sometimes it hurts more. You'll still worry about him, I know you. I love you too. I promise, I won't forget it.

Private to Gakuto

[kippei_kun]

Why...? You don't think I'd go running back to him, do you? You're the person who completes me, Gakuto, the centerpiece of my soul puzzle. Without you, I'm not whole. I love you.

Private to Kippei

[gaku_nii_chan]

No, I don't. I know you love me and that you wouldn't do anythign like that. Plus, I'd kill you, and you love living too much for that to happen.

*blushes* I'm the centerpiece, huh? You don't know how much I like hearing that. I'm sorry, I really am. I made you worry and that's not what I wanted to do. Call it momentary jealousy. He was your past. Is this how you felt when Yuushi came back? I love you. That will never change. You have me, body and soul. I will be yours forever.

Private to Gakuto

[kippei_kun]

You're wrong. I love you too much for that to ever happen.

You hadn't decided which of us, if any, you wanted when he came back. It was ... bad. It's still hard. Even though I trust you with my heart, my love and my life and I know you'd never betray that trust, there's the scared child in me who's been hurt and crumpled and burned before. That child worries. Maybe that's why I need my Gakublankie so often. Well, one reason. ;D

So I do understand how you must feel. Know that I love you. Always and forever.

Private to Kippei

[gaku_nii_chan]

You don't know how much I love you. I can't even begin to describe it. I don't think I need to though; you seem to know.

I will never do anything like that to you. It's something I learned back in high school. It was the biggest mistake of my life. I swore that I would never do anything like that again. I will get down on my knees and swear to you that I will never hurt you. I will put it in writing. It will never, ever happen, I promise you.

I will take care of you the best I can. You can have your Gakublankie as often as you like. I'm missing my mattress right now.

Why does it feel like we're exchanging wedding vows? or something along those lines? *smiles* Not that I mind. That's something we could look into in the future. I'm telling you again, I'm not wearing a dress. Maybe just for you after, but during the ceremony, no.

Re: Private to Gakuto

[kippei_kun]

Gakuto, you don't need to make me any promises. You're the person who taught me to trust again, to give again, to love again. I trust you. Maybe that little boy plays hide and seek sometimes, but he doesn't stick around long. I think anyone our age has old hurts and regrets that haunt us occasionally.

You prefer a firm mattress if I remember aright. I'm sure I can provide one for you. ;D

I like your simile better than mine. I felt like I was quoting from a sappy song. But I don't care. I love you, and I plan to spend my life with you. No wedding dress at the ceremony, but you can't tell me you don't want to play dress-up later. I know you.