Talking about Ex B/F's suck...
I am not a good cuddle buddy. I figured it out. I can't handle casual intimacy, but isn't all intimacy at the start casual?
I don't know dating confuses me and I am horrible at it. I wish it could just be a simple as like "I like you, you like me, let's be together." I guess it never is. Today I on Cinco de Mayo after Margarita with a friend, I was forced to recollect my entire dating catalogue. John... Jay.... Matt..... all failures. John I was with for five years... Jay 6 months..... Matt 9 months... and to be honest... at this point my emotions are caught between turning 30 and freaking about being some old troll at a Gay bar looking for love.......... and just not caring anymore. Apathy is scary.
I don't know dating confuses me and I am horrible at it. I wish it could just be a simple as like "I like you, you like me, let's be together." I guess it never is. Today I on Cinco de Mayo after Margarita with a friend, I was forced to recollect my entire dating catalogue. John... Jay.... Matt..... all failures. John I was with for five years... Jay 6 months..... Matt 9 months... and to be honest... at this point my emotions are caught between turning 30 and freaking about being some old troll at a Gay bar looking for love.......... and just not caring anymore. Apathy is scary.
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