Its been a while
Yes it's been quite a while n yes i have missed ya but i am back new n improved well at least i hope so!!!!
so read n enjoy as always
Never Tell..!!
Never tell somebody
you love them
if your going
to break their heart.
Never tell somebody
you care when
your going to stab them in the back.
Never tell somebody
they're the only one
when your going to cheat.
Never tell somebody
they are your world
when they dont mean shit.
Never tell somebody
you'll love them until
the day you die....
Because the person you
tell this to is somebody..
you dont give a shit about.
~My Needs~
I have this urge to cry.
But I always push them back.
Nobody knows about the pain.
Nobody sees the hurt.
Why can't they see?
Why can't they look?
It's all there!!!
Look into my eyes,
and not my actions.
Please just look at me,
and not the person you think you know.
~All About You~
It's all about you.
That's all you ever talk about.
Me this,
Me that.
Do me a favor..
and shut the fuck up.!!
~Your Bull n my heart~
My tears wont come anymore.
A simple memory,
a quick thought,
brings the urge to cry.
My eyes wont shine anymore.
No one to make me happy,
No one to make me laugh.
My mouth wont let out a true smile.
My mouth wont move,
There is no truth.
My heart wont heal.
You left me when i needed you the most.
I wont ever forgive or forget the shit you put me through.
~Miss you~
It's amazing how much everything has changed.
You made my world come to life.
You brought a smile to my face.
The mere thought of you made my day.
When you were here, I was trully happy.
You made me laugh.
There were times when you made me sad.
But overall I loved you.
Now your gone and I miss you.
~tried~
I tried to dry my tears,
I tried to stop yours.
I keep to myself and
nobody notices...
The pain in my eyes,
the cry of my soul.
my heart yearns to have you back.
but my body will push you away.
~For you I feel nothing~
Close your eyes and dream of love.
What do you see?
What do you feel?
What is there?
How do you feel?
I feel nothing,
just like when im with you.
~Tried to be nice~
The sun is out today,
I can't wait until
it goes down.
I tried to make a happy poem,
but that failed.
I tried to make a happy life,
but that failed.
I tried to be me,
but that failed.
I tried to be apart of the family,
but that failed.
I tried love,
and that failed.
~Suicides' Dream~
You get up everyday
as if nothing is wrong.
You wipe your eyes,
to get rid of the tears.
you pull out your razor,
and let it shine.
You push it to your skin and pull.
Not fast,
But slow and mournful.
The pain doesn't last long,
so you move to another spot.
This time long ways,
has your interset.
You find the vein,
push the blad in,
watch teh blood pool
around the tip and pull back.
All the life giving blood
rushes out and drips to the floor.
You close your eyes,
and drift off.
Only to wake to another day.
It was all just a suicide's dream.
~All I gotta do~
All i gotta do,
is put on a smile.
All i gotta do,
is laugh.
All i gotta do,
is be nice.
All i gotta do,
is act happy.
All i gotta do,
is keep my mouth close.
This is all i gotta do,
for you to think I'm happy.
Easy enough.
so read n enjoy as always
Never Tell..!!
Never tell somebody
you love them
if your going
to break their heart.
Never tell somebody
you care when
your going to stab them in the back.
Never tell somebody
they're the only one
when your going to cheat.
Never tell somebody
they are your world
when they dont mean shit.
Never tell somebody
you'll love them until
the day you die....
Because the person you
tell this to is somebody..
you dont give a shit about.
~My Needs~
I have this urge to cry.
But I always push them back.
Nobody knows about the pain.
Nobody sees the hurt.
Why can't they see?
Why can't they look?
It's all there!!!
Look into my eyes,
and not my actions.
Please just look at me,
and not the person you think you know.
~All About You~
It's all about you.
That's all you ever talk about.
Me this,
Me that.
Do me a favor..
and shut the fuck up.!!
~Your Bull n my heart~
My tears wont come anymore.
A simple memory,
a quick thought,
brings the urge to cry.
My eyes wont shine anymore.
No one to make me happy,
No one to make me laugh.
My mouth wont let out a true smile.
My mouth wont move,
There is no truth.
My heart wont heal.
You left me when i needed you the most.
I wont ever forgive or forget the shit you put me through.
~Miss you~
It's amazing how much everything has changed.
You made my world come to life.
You brought a smile to my face.
The mere thought of you made my day.
When you were here, I was trully happy.
You made me laugh.
There were times when you made me sad.
But overall I loved you.
Now your gone and I miss you.
~tried~
I tried to dry my tears,
I tried to stop yours.
I keep to myself and
nobody notices...
The pain in my eyes,
the cry of my soul.
my heart yearns to have you back.
but my body will push you away.
~For you I feel nothing~
Close your eyes and dream of love.
What do you see?
What do you feel?
What is there?
How do you feel?
I feel nothing,
just like when im with you.
~Tried to be nice~
The sun is out today,
I can't wait until
it goes down.
I tried to make a happy poem,
but that failed.
I tried to make a happy life,
but that failed.
I tried to be me,
but that failed.
I tried to be apart of the family,
but that failed.
I tried love,
and that failed.
~Suicides' Dream~
You get up everyday
as if nothing is wrong.
You wipe your eyes,
to get rid of the tears.
you pull out your razor,
and let it shine.
You push it to your skin and pull.
Not fast,
But slow and mournful.
The pain doesn't last long,
so you move to another spot.
This time long ways,
has your interset.
You find the vein,
push the blad in,
watch teh blood pool
around the tip and pull back.
All the life giving blood
rushes out and drips to the floor.
You close your eyes,
and drift off.
Only to wake to another day.
It was all just a suicide's dream.
~All I gotta do~
All i gotta do,
is put on a smile.
All i gotta do,
is laugh.
All i gotta do,
is be nice.
All i gotta do,
is act happy.
All i gotta do,
is keep my mouth close.
This is all i gotta do,
for you to think I'm happy.
Easy enough.