i dont know if im ready to let this all out yet.
this has been one of the most upsetting birthdays to date.
i invited around 30 people to a get together. only 3 showed up. they all left early.
i stayed at my parents house that night.
the next day i had only a few txt msg birthday wishes. i guess no one calls anymore.
i got one birthday wish from my mother.
no one called.
no cards, and no calls from family.
i had a trip to easton with my mother, sister, and brother in law.
we never went to AE. the only store i wanted to go there for.
i had dinner with my mother and she decided that didnt have a relationship any more and doesnt support me in anything i am doing.
i ended the night with matt. he made me feel a lot better i guess.
no birthday wishes-.-
i guess he forgot.
maybe i expect too much.
but really i have just pushed everyone away.
therefore, i suffer alone.
miles
i invited around 30 people to a get together. only 3 showed up. they all left early.
i stayed at my parents house that night.
the next day i had only a few txt msg birthday wishes. i guess no one calls anymore.
i got one birthday wish from my mother.
no one called.
no cards, and no calls from family.
i had a trip to easton with my mother, sister, and brother in law.
we never went to AE. the only store i wanted to go there for.
i had dinner with my mother and she decided that didnt have a relationship any more and doesnt support me in anything i am doing.
i ended the night with matt. he made me feel a lot better i guess.
no birthday wishes-.-
i guess he forgot.
maybe i expect too much.
but really i have just pushed everyone away.
therefore, i suffer alone.
miles