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i think that if there is any heterosexuality left in me.. id give it to mellisa acher..i love that gurl..
tonight... i kissed her on the lips.. and now im in a really cuddlely mode and i wanna go over to her room and spoon..-.-
but thats is.. other than that.. i spose there is nothin left of the person i used to pretend to be.. the heterosexual..sometimes it is so liberating to be gay.. and other times i feel so restricted in what i can do.. i cant date a gurl, or marry one.. let alone marry another guy.. i can have sex to make a baby.. i cant do things that make me feel uncomfortable around a group of straight guys... i have hardly any guy friends.. i dont really get a long with the gays.. and straight hate me..gurls are always there.. so.. maybe thats y i kissed her
tonight... i kissed her on the lips.. and now im in a really cuddlely mode and i wanna go over to her room and spoon..-.-
but thats is.. other than that.. i spose there is nothin left of the person i used to pretend to be.. the heterosexual..sometimes it is so liberating to be gay.. and other times i feel so restricted in what i can do.. i cant date a gurl, or marry one.. let alone marry another guy.. i can have sex to make a baby.. i cant do things that make me feel uncomfortable around a group of straight guys... i have hardly any guy friends.. i dont really get a long with the gays.. and straight hate me..gurls are always there.. so.. maybe thats y i kissed her