Welcome to my world--well, the naughty and sometimes sick corner of my world, anyway ^^

[kinzusareta]

I'm usually a good boy. I'm the type that mothers would want their daughters to go out with, and all the cliché stuff like that. And truth be told, I love it. ^_^ But

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[niceguy880]

Ah, yes, catharsis. Quite important to have a release of the other side(s) of ourselves that we normally don't express. My journal (the friend's only aspect, anyway) serves as an outlet of such things.

With that said, I love sexy stories (pics too)! So please add me when you get the chance. It'd be most appreciated. =)

[kinzusareta]

It's been nice to have the chance to release that other side of me. I've needed it for a long time. I'm just not sure if I'll be able to rein it back in very well, heh...

The mention of egomania in your profile got me thinking about myself and this journal...I'm still amazed at how confident I am when I write here. Even about myself. Which is hilarious because, in real life, I hardly have any self-confidence at all. Or maybe it's just repressed, like all these feelings.

Anyway, I've added you--thanks for adding me!

[niceguy880]

I gotta say welcome and thanks for the addition.

There's something really compelling (and arousing) about your stories that draws the person in. You have a way of making it engaging.

I think what makes personal journals so unique is that it can draw out part(s) of ourselves we (perhaps) repress on a day to day basis. It's because there's the veil of anonymity and secrecy, I guess, that makes it so enticing. And it's natural for journals to have some level of egomaniacy, since it is, after all, a personal journal in which we write our own individual thoughts, experiences, fantasies, etcetera. Or something.

Anyway, I'm getting too didactic. Less talk, more wanking!

[kinzusareta]

Thanks for the compliment, by the way. I love writing stories...actually my dream career is to be an author, just not, um, specifically this type of stuff, you know? But for better or worse, I love writing stuff like this. It's a side of myself I don't often get a chance to express, more by my own choice I guess than anything else.

Oh well. Didactic or not, I really look forward to having more discussions with you!

[niceguy880]

Hmm, that's actually the same kind of dream I'm pursuing - an author, a writer, a storyteller who creates fiction (non-fiction is another genre I have yet to explore). It's going to be a tough road, I mean, it's not like you can get money immediately on the get go unlike having a degree in business, but I'm willing to take the risks of hardships, and I definately can tell that the end result will be ultimately rewarding and fulfilling. Anyway, I'm rambling...but I'm sure you've probably realized this.

You and I share the pursuit of the same passion. Makes me wonder...just how much we have in common?

p.s. these discussions we're having is like writing to the penpal I never had!

[kinzusareta]

Yeah it's definitely fiction all the way for me too. But to be honest I could see myself writing non-fiction...I read a little of everything, devour any type of book I can get my hands on, and I have a few non-fiction topics in the front of my mind that I'd enjoy writing about, given the chance...

By the way, I'm honored to be like the penpal you never had, LOL. You're actually more interesting than most of the penpals I've ever had! And, it's nice to meet someone with whom I've got a few things in common. I suppose it's the irony of ironies that I meet you here, in my "dark side" journal...but hey. That makes it all the more interesting, right?

[niceguy880]

One of the things I wish I would do more is reading in the recreational sense. Since I am an English major, classes tend to assign me readings, leaving me little to no room to read the books I wish to read. But hey, it's vacation for me right now, and I'm down to reading all your hot stories recreationally. =D

We all have our dark sides, and perhaps it's our shared commonality of exploring that parts of ourselves that has drawn us together. That and naughty stuff, I think.

Yup, definately more interesting!

[kinzusareta]

Hey I was an English major too, so I definitely know what you mean. Especially when I had classes where I just hated the stuff they made me read. And I don't like to be reading more than one book at a time--I guess I don't like sharing my attention between different books at once, though some avid readers do it all the time.

I don't read half as much as I'd like, what with everything else going on in my life right now. And I have to go back to work tomorrow which means even less time for writing stories...but I know I will still find the time, 'cause this is fun to me. So...I'll do my best to give you more reading material!

[niceguy880]

Yay reading material! I'll try my best to do the same. =D