at least I have my own office...
I'm at work. it's time to go home, but since Ellen isn't here today I think I'm just gonna chill here for a couple of minutes and update.
tonight is Kyle's birthday. I need to buy him a gift and do laundry so that I don't smell real bad tonight. last night we had a really expensive mediocre Indian meal that he paid for, so i feel obligated to spend a lot of money tonight. which, fortunately, I believe I may have for the first time in months.
I'm stressing about the summer and tanzania (and SOAS). how is all of this going to come together?? I need to buy a plane ticket and shit, and I just don't know what's going on :-/ Also, I feel like my friends (kyle excepted) are always doing things without me. I know it's just because I'm really busy this semester and I just don't have that much time to do fun things, but still... Also, I'm really not feeling the bar scene these days. It's just not my thing. I had a really nice night drinking wine with liz and her friends and talking about our travels, and it was so nice. no expensive charges, no train rides, no awkward social dynamics. just talking and laughing. it was nice.
work is stressful (except right at this very moment) and I'm ready to maybe not work here anymore (or work here so damn much - why the fuck did I have to have this job THIS YEAR when I already have more obligations than i can handle. hmm??
the housing lottery came out today and I was not on it. tanzania is becoming a rather real thing.
tonight is Kyle's birthday. I need to buy him a gift and do laundry so that I don't smell real bad tonight. last night we had a really expensive mediocre Indian meal that he paid for, so i feel obligated to spend a lot of money tonight. which, fortunately, I believe I may have for the first time in months.
I'm stressing about the summer and tanzania (and SOAS). how is all of this going to come together?? I need to buy a plane ticket and shit, and I just don't know what's going on :-/ Also, I feel like my friends (kyle excepted) are always doing things without me. I know it's just because I'm really busy this semester and I just don't have that much time to do fun things, but still... Also, I'm really not feeling the bar scene these days. It's just not my thing. I had a really nice night drinking wine with liz and her friends and talking about our travels, and it was so nice. no expensive charges, no train rides, no awkward social dynamics. just talking and laughing. it was nice.
work is stressful (except right at this very moment) and I'm ready to maybe not work here anymore (or work here so damn much - why the fuck did I have to have this job THIS YEAR when I already have more obligations than i can handle. hmm??
the housing lottery came out today and I was not on it. tanzania is becoming a rather real thing.