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[kinseriffic]

Next Tuesday is the season finally of Eureka.
This makes Kinser sad. F things ending.

Edit!
FU//

It's not worth the effort.
Ever single day is a struggle. Thing is, I don't know why I
struggle. I've already said to myself that I really don't
care for life and all of it's 'wonders' yet I fight every
single day to live to the next. Not out of fear because
i'm quite certain that in death there is nothing. A concept
that the human mind can't even begin to scratch. Absolute
nothing. Like being asleep but not being aware that you're
asleep. No more dreams no more cares.... Anyway. That's
the peace that I want, yet I don't take steps to get there.
Not sure why. Think about it. is it worth living? Is it worth
struggling every day and having to deal with the worlds troubles?
You're forced into having to make money just so you can eat and
keep a roof over your head and for what? To live. To live with
the fact that hey, you might die tomarrow. That seems to be enough
for people. Just to know that you're alive. It's really just
ignorance. There is nothing youc an do in this life to change
the fact that YOU are going to die. Eventually, you're forgotten.
But you won't realize this because, in death there is nothing.
There will be no conciousness there for you to care about this
world or any of it's shitheads anymore. So why the fuck do I
continue fighting. I don't get it.

I just i'm just as ignorant as everyone else.