oh this was just absolutely gorgeous, i can't even begin to form a single coherent thought! aah ♥ your portrayal of jesse's self-consciousness is just so perfectly endearing and just amazing and just--
i really can't get over how lovely and sweet (i'd even say bittersweet) this is. honestly, there are so many lines i'd love to quote but then again, i'd probably be listing every single one of them. but i'll settle for one:
"I love you too, Jess," and of course he means it; he wouldn't say it if he didn't mean it, but it doesn't mean the same thing at all because Andrew’s always had other options and other things to love but Jesse's only ever had this one thing. He can't love everything like Andrew can. He can hardly handle love for one thing.
because it just captures their relationship perfectly with all the right words. gah this comment is ridiculously long, but in short, i am in love with you i hope this is okay
Oh, oh my gosh. So this is totally heartbreaking and completely gorgeous, thank you SO much for writing this. Just. GUH. I will probably read this when the promotion for TSN ends and cry my eyes out.
(And I love you for writing Jesse as asexual. It's definitely nice to read stories from an ace pov and uh. Just yeah. Props.)
oh, beautiful and lovely and sad and i'm getting the stomach-ache that you get when things aren't right in the world.
If he'd known it was love he would have destroyed it, the same reason you never put the good china at the children's table, because Jesse knows himself to be unequipped to handle things that delicate and fine and rare as love.
this was the first domino and then i was completely gone. just fantastic.
oh my GOD this is just gorgeous, heartbreaking, perfect, exactly. yes. yes.
"Jesse loves Andrew no less when Andrew interviews about his newest film, talks about his fantastic co-star, talks about the natural love he had to have for him to "make it convincing, because we're supposed to be brothers, you know."
FUCK, THAT SENTENCE HURT.
in a good way. A VERY GOOD WAY.
well, it all did. and then the end was so hopeful and wonderful. just. such a great job :)
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i really can't get over how lovely and sweet (i'd even say bittersweet) this is. honestly, there are so many lines i'd love to quote but then again, i'd probably be listing every single one of them. but i'll settle for one:
"I love you too, Jess," and of course he means it; he wouldn't say it if he didn't mean it, but it doesn't mean the same thing at all because Andrew’s always had other options and other things to love but Jesse's only ever had this one thing. He can't love everything like Andrew can. He can hardly handle love for one thing.
because it just captures their relationship perfectly with all the right words. gah this comment is ridiculously long, but in short, i am in love with you i hope this is okay
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Thank you for your most generous praise. I'm really glad you liked!
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(And I love you for writing Jesse as asexual. It's definitely nice to read stories from an ace pov and uh. Just yeah. Props.)
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If he'd known it was love he would have destroyed it, the same reason you never put the good china at the children's table, because Jesse knows himself to be unequipped to handle things that delicate and fine and rare as love.
this was the first domino and then i was completely gone. just fantastic.
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"Jesse loves Andrew no less when Andrew interviews about his newest film, talks about his fantastic co-star, talks about the natural love he had to have for him to "make it convincing, because we're supposed to be brothers, you know."
FUCK, THAT SENTENCE HURT.
in a good way. A VERY GOOD WAY.
well, it all did. and then the end was so hopeful and wonderful. just. such a great job :)
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Thanks!
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;_;
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