Dec 11, 2010 11:28
I'm tired of being the bad guy even though I've busted my ass the last two weeks. I'm tired of being told I'm lazy and pathetic. Today was the last straw when he bitched about the $1000 couch that has a cushion sinking because my fat ass sits there. No he did not say it in so many ways but that's what he meant. Just because Dana was sitting in my lap being held by me. He had the GALL to mumble about the cushion deflating. The he goes on to say I have the attitude and I've been making HIS life hell. NO I'M NOT! He's been snapping at Dana and I for 2 weeks now. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of him coming home when I'm 45 mins into an hour program and bitches about how he can't use HIS computer. Fine then don't ask me to sit upstairs and not expect me to be bored when all you watch is conspiracy theory crap and wrestling. SORRY NOT MY FUCKING CUP OF TEA! Then when I say fine I'll just go back downstairs he starts another round of bitching. Saying he'll go out to the garage so I can watch what I want. ITS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU CHRIS!
FUCK YOU ASSHOLE ITS CALLED A RECESSION! MY PARENTS LOST THEIR FUCKING HOME AND YOU EXPECT THEM TO PAY YOU BACK $20 THOUSAND! IT TOOK THEM MONTHS TO FIND A PLACE TO LIVE!
I held my tongue for two weeks, but now I've had enough. I'm beginning to think I should listen to my friends and leave. I really don't want to do that because this is where Dana's school is. This is where her friends are and all of her things. He even blamed shit on my Homosexual friends saying all I want to do is watch them get off. First I barely speak to my friends and seconds not all my friends are gay. BTW KEI HIS SHITTY LIFE IS YOUR FAULT AS WELL REMEMBER THAT! =_= All he wants is some skinny bitch to suck his dick and clean house. Otherwise he wouldn't bitch about it so much.
He screamed at me because I had to spend $30 to get Dana her GS uniform but HE can buy $100's of dollars worth of tools. He bitches about how he has to sell his gold/silver coins now to pay for shit. WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE SPEND $500+ TO PUT SHIT IN THE FUCKING GARAGE!! MAYBE YOU SHOULD HAVE KEPT THAT MONEY AND SPENT IT ON BILLS! MAYBE HE SHOULD REALIZE THERE ARE 3 OF US AND NOT JUST HIS FUCKING ASS.
Dana should NOT have to rub my back and kiss my head when I cry because of you! I should be the one holding her and letting her cry on me.
*sooo fucking peeved*