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monday...
11 pm..dad [piked me up...2pm...leave 4 orlando...stay up all night...go to sleep round 10 am...wake up 6 pm...go bak to sleep...that was tuesday too
wednesday...
went 2 magic kingdom from 11 am to 10 pm.....went on space mountain for the first time..had sum fun
thursday round 1 am....go to AJ and VJ's..stay up all night plahying poker, pool, talking, and scrablle....fun fun...went to sleep for nout 20 mins while kyle n aj went sumwhere...then went n visited Das..rly kool dude..to bad i was to young to understand him wen we lived cross the street...fell sleep on the rive home...got bak round 2 or 3 pm...went 2 danies...slept over...
friday.....woke up 11...sean came over...had fun...w8ted 4 ppl come over....danie me erin sean mar jordan cristina austin henry kristen if i 4got anyone sory im still drunk......first danie got drunk...few mins after.......i got drunk....we were the ONLY ones drunks:/....but i think i got a higher tolerance.....cuz i drank mainly rumm...wen i didnt it was rum mixed w./ beer so now i feel so fucking sic.....i cried....alot....i wana cry now..but im arouind ppl so no.....erin came in to get monty python....and i was cryin.....and she hugged me........sun i feel so speacial lol.......first time i cried in front of her since that night w/ shadya, matty, erin,danie all at shadyas sisters house.....yea.......
im so loney....and i hate feeling lonely..i hate getting as drnk as my mother........i hate being a hypocrite....i hate being un loved.....and i hate that im usin the word "hate' becfause i dont likt he wor d hate...and i cant never truely hate.......i want him...but still theres rules and shit....and i doubt he evem knows i lik him a lil mor ttna a frinds...............i tink danie and seam r guna date....im really happy for her...and jeaslous kinda.....i need sum1 thats why....and shes acts so happy and has so much fun wen shes with huim.....:-D thats good....i just dun get why she thinks no one will lik her or anything..........ppl sholdnt judge by looks.....ever....
i rly am drunk...and my head hurts....so imma go cry and leave evron eto watc monty python.......bye....i love ahren =)
11 pm..dad [piked me up...2pm...leave 4 orlando...stay up all night...go to sleep round 10 am...wake up 6 pm...go bak to sleep...that was tuesday too
wednesday...
went 2 magic kingdom from 11 am to 10 pm.....went on space mountain for the first time..had sum fun
thursday round 1 am....go to AJ and VJ's..stay up all night plahying poker, pool, talking, and scrablle....fun fun...went to sleep for nout 20 mins while kyle n aj went sumwhere...then went n visited Das..rly kool dude..to bad i was to young to understand him wen we lived cross the street...fell sleep on the rive home...got bak round 2 or 3 pm...went 2 danies...slept over...
friday.....woke up 11...sean came over...had fun...w8ted 4 ppl come over....danie me erin sean mar jordan cristina austin henry kristen if i 4got anyone sory im still drunk......first danie got drunk...few mins after.......i got drunk....we were the ONLY ones drunks:/....but i think i got a higher tolerance.....cuz i drank mainly rumm...wen i didnt it was rum mixed w./ beer so now i feel so fucking sic.....i cried....alot....i wana cry now..but im arouind ppl so no.....erin came in to get monty python....and i was cryin.....and she hugged me........sun i feel so speacial lol.......first time i cried in front of her since that night w/ shadya, matty, erin,danie all at shadyas sisters house.....yea.......
im so loney....and i hate feeling lonely..i hate getting as drnk as my mother........i hate being a hypocrite....i hate being un loved.....and i hate that im usin the word "hate' becfause i dont likt he wor d hate...and i cant never truely hate.......i want him...but still theres rules and shit....and i doubt he evem knows i lik him a lil mor ttna a frinds...............i tink danie and seam r guna date....im really happy for her...and jeaslous kinda.....i need sum1 thats why....and shes acts so happy and has so much fun wen shes with huim.....:-D thats good....i just dun get why she thinks no one will lik her or anything..........ppl sholdnt judge by looks.....ever....
i rly am drunk...and my head hurts....so imma go cry and leave evron eto watc monty python.......bye....i love ahren =)