got bored?
i really cant wait to go to venice, its like spending a week away in paradise, literally...the only time i didnt have fun was the incident when i was 8...that led to my parents immidiate divorce...i found out Ian is going to DASH...so that'll be cool, i really miss being close with my family members, even if most of them are psychotica(just a bit)...i hate being so sad...i really do, even though alot of people think im just doing it to do it, im not. i keep adding to m 'collection' i started friday @ danies. my mom found a pack of ciggs i stole from her..and she didnt do CRAP, just told me not to do it again. now i really know why kyle and sean turned out like they did, my mom is a horrible horrible parent. she doesnt know how to discipline, which i actually want and needed when i was growing up.
i finsihed the book 'yesterday i cried' and it was really sad but mind opening.
"""from birth to seven years, the begining of life,you are learning how to live. How to breathe on your own, to walk, talk, eat, and essentially, how to take care of your basic needs. From eight to fourteen years, you are learning what works and what doesn't work based on what you have been taught and what you have experianced.
Fifteen to twenty-one years is a time of testing. Now that you have some idea of what works, you are testing yourself and your concepts and ideas in order to determine if what you have discovered is true. """
.....that's as much as ill write right now.....
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
grey
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
grapeleaf rolls
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
fur elise
WHAT IS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
paper and pencils
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST STRENGTH?
my judge of character, my memory of people
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST WEAKNESS?
not having enough faith in people
WHAT IS YOUR BEST SKILL?
exspressing a feeling/emotion in any form
WHAT WAS YOUR GREATEST MISTAKE?
seeing people the way i wanted them to appear to me
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?
bringing myself even further down
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT?
getting accepted into DASH
WHAT IS THE ONE TASK THAT YOU ARE LEAST FOND OF DOING?
chores
IF YOUR LIFE ENDED TODAY, WHAT IS THE ONE THING EVERYONE WHO KNOWS YOU WOULD SAY ABOUT YOU?
i was a friend that would always be there, for anyone, for anything
WHAT WOULD YOU WANT THEM TO SAY?
she cared more for everyone else's happiness than herself's
WHY WOULDN'T OR COULDN'T THEY SAY WHAT YOU WOULD WANT THEM TO SAY?
im not sure people realize that i sacrafice my happiness to make them happy
p.s. i'm getting kickass dr.martens boots. i miss ahren.
i finsihed the book 'yesterday i cried' and it was really sad but mind opening.
"""from birth to seven years, the begining of life,you are learning how to live. How to breathe on your own, to walk, talk, eat, and essentially, how to take care of your basic needs. From eight to fourteen years, you are learning what works and what doesn't work based on what you have been taught and what you have experianced.
Fifteen to twenty-one years is a time of testing. Now that you have some idea of what works, you are testing yourself and your concepts and ideas in order to determine if what you have discovered is true. """
.....that's as much as ill write right now.....
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
grey
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
grapeleaf rolls
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
fur elise
WHAT IS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
paper and pencils
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST STRENGTH?
my judge of character, my memory of people
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST WEAKNESS?
not having enough faith in people
WHAT IS YOUR BEST SKILL?
exspressing a feeling/emotion in any form
WHAT WAS YOUR GREATEST MISTAKE?
seeing people the way i wanted them to appear to me
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR?
bringing myself even further down
WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT?
getting accepted into DASH
WHAT IS THE ONE TASK THAT YOU ARE LEAST FOND OF DOING?
chores
IF YOUR LIFE ENDED TODAY, WHAT IS THE ONE THING EVERYONE WHO KNOWS YOU WOULD SAY ABOUT YOU?
i was a friend that would always be there, for anyone, for anything
WHAT WOULD YOU WANT THEM TO SAY?
she cared more for everyone else's happiness than herself's
WHY WOULDN'T OR COULDN'T THEY SAY WHAT YOU WOULD WANT THEM TO SAY?
im not sure people realize that i sacrafice my happiness to make them happy
p.s. i'm getting kickass dr.martens boots. i miss ahren.