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just when you think that person is out of your life, your mind, you see them, their name mentioned , and your world seems like it's slowly crashing down.
i shouldn't feel this way. i should be over them. fuck.
im reading a book Mona gave me...Yesterday I cried...its a deep story about the authors life, and let me tell you, she knows a thing or two about healing mental pains. so hopefully by the time im done with it, i can help myself move on from everything that pains me.
sounds stupid, i know but w/e
oh yea, juanchi came back today =) im not as happy as i thought i'd be when i talked to him, but i am quite tired.
off to do hw. hope alex's date w/ merlini goes well.
he seems rly nice, im just still very paranoid for her, b/c u never know, u kno?
i shouldn't feel this way. i should be over them. fuck.
im reading a book Mona gave me...Yesterday I cried...its a deep story about the authors life, and let me tell you, she knows a thing or two about healing mental pains. so hopefully by the time im done with it, i can help myself move on from everything that pains me.
sounds stupid, i know but w/e
oh yea, juanchi came back today =) im not as happy as i thought i'd be when i talked to him, but i am quite tired.
off to do hw. hope alex's date w/ merlini goes well.
he seems rly nice, im just still very paranoid for her, b/c u never know, u kno?