Things to do...
- Finish gaybar story (so far 10,356 words)
- Finish Alec/Max heatfic for
onelittlesleep (so far 4,225 words plus 882 words of random pornage) - Sort out
spn_j2_bigbang idea for serious, get fic going (so far not enough words)
My big_bang fic is supposed to be this idea I stole from
deathbymutation where Jared's a sci-fi novel writer and he unknowingly falls for Jensen, the guy who's been giving him awful book reviews. The idea is solid and so is the character of Jared so far, but I'm coming up empty whenever I open the page. I want to tear my hair out.
And:
Official Summary: Jared's a police officer involved in the case of a violent drug dealer (Kane)...when Kane's abused boyfriend, Jensen, steps up as a witness, Jared takes on the job of looking after him.
Extra notes: Jensen's so used to being dependent upon somebody, and so used to doing whatever Kane wants (house work, sexual favours) and the lines start to blur with Jared too....before Jared knows it, Jensen's all EXPECTANT and wants to please Jared anyway he can.
And , you know...Jared doesn't WANT Jensen to feel like he has to do that stuff, but Jensen's so tempting and eager...
I'm seriously going to start ticking things off that list. I hate falling behind. *pouts*