Danny In the past seven months, i've fallen deeply in-love with this guy named Danny Hesketh. He means the world to me, seriously. I love him more than life itself. He has helped me more than I can even explain. He's the best. Knowing that he's there for me, and putting up with all of my bullshit/drama makes me love him even more. But you know what, I treat him like total shit. It's not because I want to, it's just that I am this way. I am a complete bitch. I hate it. I hate myself for treating him like it. I need help. I don't understand how he puts up with me. Sure, he loves me, but he could do way better than me. I know that for a fact. I just try to hard, think way too much. I mean over the smallest things I just blow up. I don't know why. I want to be the best thing going for him. I can't. I try. It just doesn't work out. I can't just leave him though, to achieve more. I love him way to much. I just want what's best for him. Hopefully I can try my best to fulfill that. I want to be with him all the time. I can't live without him. He's my everything. I don't feel that he feels the same way. He loves me. He cares for me. He'll do anything to help me out. I can just tell that he needs more. Either that, or he just wants me to change. I don't know. I guess I just want him to need me. Like I need him. I just want us to have a wonderful relationship. Nothing less.
In the past seven months, i've fallen deeply in-love with this guy named Danny Hesketh. He means the world to me, seriously. I love him more than life itself. He has helped me more than I can even explain. He's the best. Knowing that he's there for me, and putting up with all of my bullshit/drama makes me love him even more. But you know what, I treat him like total shit. It's not because I want to, it's just that I am this way. I am a complete bitch. I hate it. I hate myself for treating him like it. I need help. I don't understand how he puts up with me. Sure, he loves me, but he could do way better than me. I know that for a fact. I just try to hard, think way too much. I mean over the smallest things I just blow up. I don't know why. I want to be the best thing going for him. I can't. I try. It just doesn't work out. I can't just leave him though, to achieve more. I love him way to much. I just want what's best for him. Hopefully I can try my best to fulfill that. I want to be with him all the time. I can't live without him. He's my everything. I don't feel that he feels the same way. He loves me. He cares for me. He'll do anything to help me out. I can just tell that he needs more. Either that, or he just wants me to change. I don't know. I guess I just want him to need me. Like I need him. I just want us to have a wonderful relationship. Nothing less.
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