..another one of those truly ODD days
I write a great amount in this color...yet I don't really like it..odd huh?
I'm finally writing simply because I have something...or nothing...I don't know what to call it, to write about. Well lets see..I've done a lot of thinking lately. I've thought of, why I let my grades slip this ENTIRE year when I could easily be making straight A's, why I wasn't involved as much this year...and lots of other things that shall remain...well..unspoken. I began to ponder how, and why I changed. Of course, some of it was for the better, but mainly, it became worse. And no I'm not talking about looks or things that everyone else is worried about ...I mean real things that more people should be worried about....I began to care less about the stuff that should consume my... life and more about ...superficial dumb things. I'm not that kind of person, nor do I want to be that person, so...I won't be. It's decided.
I need a break from the world...to collect my thoughts and do yoga (lol) ..It's the solution to everything.
I worry too much...about well...something, deep down inside I know it won't happen, but I worry about it. I try not to. ...will it happen? Usually, in this situation, I'd just avoid the issue completely and let it wither away by itself..I can't do that this time though. I simply don't want to..I'm not quite sure whether it's a good or bad thing... This entry was quite lengthy...confusing too...hmm sorry *lyric time*
i sit here locked inside my head
remembering everything you said
this silence gets us nowhere
gets us nowhere
way too fast
Just hear me out for what it's worth.
You still rip my breath away.
I've come around.
I know you've heard it before
And again and again.
Won't you sing me your poetry
Won't you take me to your home
Won't you be for me forever so I'll never be alone