Jul 01, 2005 00:28
I now more than ever believe that I really love him. This is why...
We are watching a movie...it's around 11 so my pills r starting to wear off. I start bitching at him about something and go back into my bipolar ranting and shit. and he starts yelling back at me..and he goes to get up and leave..then suddenly just grabs me and holds me tight. He plays with my hair and whispers in my ear to just stop..."just stop Kayla..it's just ur medication wearing off. stop yelling at me baby" and i start to cry hardcore. and i tell him i'm trying to work on the moodswings and he tells me that he doesn't think it's something i can work on...but he loves me anyways.