Damian

Jun 30, 2005 04:46

hmm..where do I want to start? 2 days ago i broke up with a person i care about very much. No one saw it coming, and i know it hurt him a lot. It is just that I am going thru so many changed mentally. I am at the age where i'm just trying to figure out who I am..and what kind of adult i want to become. I am no where near proud of things i have done in the past ((maybe i'll go in depth with that later)). It turns out not even a half an hour before i broke up with him he had made reservations to a really nice place to eat. I really felt bad...he hold himself up in his room for 2 days. When i broke up with him I should have choosen my words my clearly. I made it sound like I totally hated him. I do not hate him in any way. We have been talking now tho...and are working things out between us. I persuaded him to still go to MN with me on wednesday! yay!
I cannot sleep..and it is driving me insane...i do believe it is the adderal. I probably should've taken it earlier in the day, but i woke up at 2pm. Perhaps I will sell it instead of taking it. I still owe Damian 190 bucks ((perhaps i'll explain that later 2)). Until then..i have to get up for work in 5 hours...so it's off to la la land for me.
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