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[kinkykitte]

the past few days have made me really think about what im doing. to my parents, my friends, my boyfriend. Or even more perhaps with my life at this point. the only thing i have made up my mind about was BU(boston university). it would be my dream to be accepted there. only thing is it costs more the my life. haha! just kidding.. but just about. its insainly expensive. and im sorry but mommy and daddy dont have that kind of chump change to hand forth. uhh... its more like i need to write papers to get college grants. i should start on that asap. & if by some chance i do get accepted, id take up something like photography and/or anthropology. the two of which i happen to be really intrested in. but first things first.. i need to "restore" my realtionships. i have to find a way to get things back on-track again. i barely see my parents, never my friends, and even though i live with dan.. we never get to spend anytime together. & on top of that i need to request more hours at work.
hmmmmm..
i need some hot tea, a cig, long hot bath and my love. :)
goodnight.