Gimmie a break, gimmie a break, break me off a piece of that shitty ass relationship...
Okay, so maybe it's not THAT shitty, maybe it's not that shitty at all... Either way, Jordan and I are taking a break. A LONG awaited break. We just can't go a day without bickering over nonesence. Soooo... I broke the news today, he didn't take it very well at all.. And now I have this shit from him that I don't love him and that I don't want to be with him. Whoever said a break is a bad thing? We've been together 249 days out of the 250 days we've been dating... Well.. that's just a guess but, you get the point. We've been living together for 7 months... Before that we were inseparable. I just need a small break. No bullshit on the side... Just a little time apart, which won't be much considering we live together. I don't want anyone else, I'm not even looking for someone new. I don't get it. He's so insecure about me it makes me think he has something on his mind. Maybe he's the bad guy and trying to make me it? I dunno... But... Doesn't 'Distance makes the heart grow stronger?' So what's the biggie? I love him, I just need to prove to myself that i can't live without him. If I can... that's that. I'm moving on.
Anyway, I went to Erica's tonight just to get out of the house. Jordan stayed home from work and I just didn't want to be around him. Everytime I see him I just want to cuddle with him and give him tons of kisses and all that mushy junk... But that's not gunna help our break is it? Nope. So I went over there. Her, Jess, and I hung out for a few hours but.. Now I'm back home. Wo0. I'd go out again, somewhere else but.. It's too damn cold out and I just don't feel like driving again. I wanted to be home before Jordan came back anyway. So... I'm out.. I have nothing else to say. Well I do, I don't think I can ever run out of bullshit and drama but.. Enough for today..
Ciao,
Kandy
Anyway, I went to Erica's tonight just to get out of the house. Jordan stayed home from work and I just didn't want to be around him. Everytime I see him I just want to cuddle with him and give him tons of kisses and all that mushy junk... But that's not gunna help our break is it? Nope. So I went over there. Her, Jess, and I hung out for a few hours but.. Now I'm back home. Wo0. I'd go out again, somewhere else but.. It's too damn cold out and I just don't feel like driving again. I wanted to be home before Jordan came back anyway. So... I'm out.. I have nothing else to say. Well I do, I don't think I can ever run out of bullshit and drama but.. Enough for today..
Ciao,
Kandy