a part of my past...
HIM (11:55:52 AM): hi
ME(11:56:27 AM): I cant talk to you...
HIM (11:56:38 AM): still
ME(11:56:43 AM): yea
HIM (11:56:52 AM): ok
ME (11:57:35 AM): yea
HIM (11:57:52 AM): i miss talking 2 u though
ME (11:57:58 AM): well...i dunno what to tell you
ME(11:58:05 AM): you had a chance along time ago..
HIM (11:58:40 AM): we cant be friends
ME (11:58:53 AM): alex doesnt like the idea of it
ME(11:58:55 AM): at all
HIM (11:59:08 AM): ok
ME(11:59:37 AM): yea
ME (11:59:38 AM): sorry
HIM (11:59:53 AM): ya me 2
HIM(12:06:11 PM): i just want 2 b ur friend, u dont miss me?
ME(12:06:38 PM): ...I cant talk to you...
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I could never risk my relationship
with alex for anything.
especially someone who
played alot of games
& used me as a damn yo-yo
it almost feels good to know
that he's still hung up on nme.
but at the same time i feel like..
it could all be another trick.
*sigh*
I shouldnt even think about it.
why today of all days
did he have to IM me?
today is me & alex' day.
but of course he didnt know that.
ugh.
<3