G.R. i am pissed @ u

[kinkyhrtbrkr]

i am so fuckin pissed at you. you are being fucking rediculous. i dont even know what to do or say. i try to be there for you and holy fuck what do u do? brush me off and throw what i have to give away like it was nothing. who the fuck do u think you are? who gave u the power to treat a girl like that? better yet, a friend like that. i will have a hard time believing anythin u have to say from now on.. you lie boldly and proud.. like it was something special. you are fucked up. you said u wanted me and ha i actually believed u. what a fool i am. u r an asshole for sayin one thing and making it seem so real and then practically turning your back on it. u need to fuckin grow up. and once you do im goin to laugh in your face because u will be beggin for it all to come back cuz u will realize what a mother fucker u have been. and to believe that you have actually said that all u needed was my relationship with you.. bullshit.. i cant believe you have left me like this. i cant believe i have wasted so much time on you... cuz right now at this moment, you arent worth it.

p.s. all readers please note that feelings were still flaming from current day and will eventually cool down.. but still... hes an asshole... at the moment....