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May 01, 2005 18:10

im tryin to keep it together but im falling apart
i think im going ubber insane
not having a job sucks and i get super bored...
lame-o

however, lastnight rocked hardcore
steveo and donnie and jamie who i used to work with at embassy came over and brought kayti beer and fuzzies
w00t
i took like 3 beer bongs, man i was fucked up. ken took a 3 beer beer bong... and then i told ken to put a shot of bicardi in kristens... so he put like 3. damn she was fucked up. i was soooooooooooooooo drunk. so i drove us to dennys after a semi-failed attempt to ditch zach... damn. we left with out him and so he climbed up the pole and came through the proch door. and i thought eric died cuz he never came home from work... turns out he worked till 1am and slept at his rents house. while i cried myself to sleep cuz i thought he was dead on the side of the road. man you dont think very optimistic when your drunk. ha. i finally got my depo shot and ive been flippin shit since. i just over react hardcore to the littelist bs ever. like how i havent talkd to scott, and how he was supposed to come home friday, then saturday, now tuesday... so maybe he'll just live there forever. see?!?!!?!? seeeeeee!?!?!?!?! im insane!!! and i always try and break up with scott but i never really want to, i just know that im insane and i think too much. way too much.
but yeah, my eric is coming home tonight and that means i have someone to play with!!! woooo. and we get to take our acid togehter. we got 4 hits, but eric took one the first night while i passed out from smoking too much, and then i took one while he wasnt home, and i got an ubber headache and took tons of sleeping pills so i could fall asleep, leaving us with two to take together. w00t.
the guy at chevron didnt think i was old enough to buy cigs... ok, ive bought booze there and not been carded... weird. weird. weird. weird.
i went to pats house today to go to some show that i kinda sorta decided not to spend $10 on.
so now im mooching off my rents and eating a free meal!!! awesome!
tomorrow im going job hunting... thinking the chillis by my house, silver platters, some bellevue hotel that my family used to own... and yeah, cute cafes like romios or stamos cafe... w00t
i want dinner
yumm
i need to paint more
after i plastered eric i though tof a super tight way to make a canvas... like, making it look as though eric is trapped inside the canvas and hes trying to get out... so his mouth open and head and hands sticking out... in stress. does that sound tight?
i think im also gonna try and put my art up on my space to sell em and make some mula. i just need some help pricing... and what not...

DYLS!!! help me!!!
and you too morgan... i know you want the "maynards magdelena" with all the tool lyrics... but its huge and the canvas alone was $50.... and im poor. so i dunno what to price shit man.
HEY!!! new family guy and american dad is on tonight!!!
awesome!!! i cant wait!
we need to play WAY more of the family guy drinking game, indeed!
we need to have oodles of people over this weekend... so COME THE FUCK OVER!!!
i know micki is coming home with her new hookah...
MUFF!!!!!!!! are you home this weekend??? kelly comes home next wednesday!!! ...right?

I NEED ROOMIES DAMNIT!!!! so far kristen and i are looking for jobs together tomorrow, and carmen just needs permish to leave her aunts house... and um, yeah. anyone else? im thinking a house might be better... but who freakin knows.

i <3 you all!!!

WATCH FAMILY GUY TONIGHT!!! or seth will KILL you!!!!!!!! he'll be disguised... in my body. oh my.
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