Looking to Sunday (Another useless entry)
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gawd. (northern accent in honor of me being in ny/ct this weekend) ohh maii gawd. SO MANY adult folk have asked me where I am attending/applying to college this weekend. I always respond in the same vauge manner. I even varry which colleges I tell them I am applying to depending on the situation. Like when someone aims a question at me like "Did you get in all your applications yet" I tell them...why i have actually applied to brown early decision but also am preparing myself for the impending rejection of this long shot. if they ask me about college in the context of me living in virginia i tell them I like the university of virginia and also am looking at colleges in the northeast. At any rate i keep it very vauge. If i dont keep it vauge I have to list all the colleges which makes me keep the mental lists of which ones are going to reject me. I can't stop thinking about this help me. Jason says that he is never as outwardly worried about things like this because he believes in god. I can't help not believing in god. And wouldn't it be a disservice if i Only believed in god to get into a college? I really want to stop worrying about this. Maybe if i wasn't being such a slacker about it. I don't know why I take it so badly when EVERYONE has to go through it.
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gawd. (northern accent in honor of me being in ny/ct this weekend) ohh maii gawd. SO MANY adult folk have asked me where I am attending/applying to college this weekend. I always respond in the same vauge manner. I even varry which colleges I tell them I am applying to depending on the situation. Like when someone aims a question at me like "Did you get in all your applications yet" I tell them...why i have actually applied to brown early decision but also am preparing myself for the impending rejection of this long shot. if they ask me about college in the context of me living in virginia i tell them I like the university of virginia and also am looking at colleges in the northeast. At any rate i keep it very vauge. If i dont keep it vauge I have to list all the colleges which makes me keep the mental lists of which ones are going to reject me. I can't stop thinking about this help me. Jason says that he is never as outwardly worried about things like this because he believes in god. I can't help not believing in god. And wouldn't it be a disservice if i Only believed in god to get into a college? I really want to stop worrying about this. Maybe if i wasn't being such a slacker about it. I don't know why I take it so badly when EVERYONE has to go through it.
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