which way do i turn when I don't know where I am?
left? right?
I feel so completely lost. this whole situation (a completely different one, called situation x) is fucking with my head. not to mention stupid little crushes that should never ever happen because of how incredibly stupid they are.I don't know what to do about Mike. should I stay or should I go now...i don't know how i feel about him, or about anyone for that matter. Fuck, I don't know how I feel about myself. or my life. I feel so completely alone...the only person I have is my mom. and i feel lost if she's not around.
I woke up with a panick attack this morning because nobody was home.
I won't be seeing mike all weekend.
i feel like crying all the time and yet I feel completely numb.
I'm constantly ill.
I feel stretched out...physically....emotionally.
i'm so tired of being tired.
I feel so completely lost. this whole situation (a completely different one, called situation x) is fucking with my head. not to mention stupid little crushes that should never ever happen because of how incredibly stupid they are.I don't know what to do about Mike. should I stay or should I go now...i don't know how i feel about him, or about anyone for that matter. Fuck, I don't know how I feel about myself. or my life. I feel so completely alone...the only person I have is my mom. and i feel lost if she's not around.
I woke up with a panick attack this morning because nobody was home.
I won't be seeing mike all weekend.
i feel like crying all the time and yet I feel completely numb.
I'm constantly ill.
I feel stretched out...physically....emotionally.
i'm so tired of being tired.