operation day

[kinky_sex_kitty]

well i certainly have character. i MUST say that. today at my operation i apperantly pulled out my v.p ( duno what the heck that is) and was acrobating during my operation. they were so impressed they said they have never say anything like it. i didnt know this was happeneing because they put me to sleep...general anestetic smells good. lol all i remeber is something on my thumg little patchlik things all over my chest and when i wake up blood streaming from my hand....i duno anyways i wasnt dizzy or anythign so i was able to be up and about literally 30 seconds after i woke up...lol wow. thats all i have to say....WOW...oh and some terrible new. you all know of aurthur...yano...the guy....psh if you know me you know aurthur. yeah well he smokes...i was soooo upset i was going to slap him. i mean why the hell would he want to hurt his perfect self with fucking cancer sticks...ARG I HATE SMOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HSAJHDSJKHDSJKHFDSKFLS;AK;LSL! anyways im done now. lol had my little moment. i cant wait till i recover. i want to get back to see prettyboys 1 and 2 twirl for me some more and smile for me with their pretty ass teeth...i knwo i know im weird...lol elli is a pretty big charatcer ( i will NEVER know how to spell that guys name i swear it) i miss him...my michael...he always makes things better. speaking of which im still debating if i should go to the party. i did promise all those nice boys i would go. but i duno if im physcially up to the task...i dont want to look ugly especially for a party. lol speaking of partys alot of good friends of mine birthdays are comming up, marina, dani, alex, andrew, david. then some washed up pretty boy, green princess (KATE YOU KNWO WHO! and of course ronen...lol he is still on my calendar...better get him off. lol he was a funny fellow. i loved his hair...lol! anyways um....yeah getting woozy again....damn drugs...i feel like such BLAH! its not even funny, i hid it well tho. i still have my smile on! YAY FOR SMILES! ^.^

i would like to give you all a personal mssg..............DONT SMOKE..you could be really pretty and i havent used you yet:) jks jks! im done with that life. im recreating myself. i want to let go of my grudges and my past

wow i am drugged up