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I hate how I get these feelings for people so fast/so strong.. it really sucks. Then finding out he has a girlfriend sucks even more. And knowing that shes prettier, that hurts the worst. Cus I know no matter what I act like and do he wont go for me cus im not tiny and skinny. Im not doing this outta pity and if that’s what u think then don’t bother reading my journal. Cus that’s bull shit. This is were I do write what I did, how I feel, and its like a diary that im willing to let you guys read. I just hate how hes got the world and knows I like him and I got nothing.. he doesn’t even understand how that when he said"hi" to me today it just made my day. it was what two seconds that he noticed me and said something.and for the rest of the day I thought of Him!, its sad that it takes a few words for him to get to me and it will take everything for me to get to him!! And today all of u are with ur boyfriends having fun while I sit here and think about the one guy I wish I had.
*sigh* well im going to go listen to music
*sigh* well im going to go listen to music