random quote of today:..."well you dont have to TALK during sex..."
im not sure where to start or what to start writing about, im in a weird mood. kind of in a little daze, not sure why. i also havent written that much because i feel as though i cant just say anything on here, i trust very few people who read this. because people can't seem to relate with feelings i have, so quick to judge, so quick to find wrong in decisions. and you know what is so incredibly great, i will be out of here! nothing any of you think of me will matter! thats why things havent been getting to me. im looking foward to prom ::gasp:: but i dont want to write about that only because i feel as though OUR night. and im just happy right now, and i dont want anything to spoil it. i guess im afraid things have been going so perfect, that something big will happen that will throw it all in my face. but somehow i know that WONT happen. things will be so different next year, im looking foward to it all more then you know. i will have freedom to do what i please, live on my own, go spend NIGHTS at cliffs if id like, meet new people (you all know how much i love that), party it up, not have to justify any decision. life will finally be completely what i make of it. o i so just got a bug bite on my thumb. attempting to play golf in gym was amusing... i definately made the grass fly. yes cristie and i will definately have to go around on the carts and play. haha. and yay shes getting her windows TINTED! BLACK!! and im going with her to get our hair done, such excitement. i dont know what id do without a friend like her to rely on. and theres 7 school days left. the things left to do: the oidepus painting, the vietnam and psych projects, the art day with the cookout (same day as snr skip day), trying to get that campout to happen, figuring out a definate job, graduation- where we sing :-), the summer of grad parties! i just hope this summer will be... everything i want it to be, and i wont feel i dont know...isolated. if i had my way though, id spend the whole summer with cliff, its all i would want to do. i dont care if it sounds obsessive, or wishful thinking. i like spending time with him more than anyone. he makes me happy. i like it, i do! hehe