This post is brought to you by.....the letter B...Bored is the word of the day

May 23, 2006 22:36

So I haven't updated lately, myspace had been mostly where I "hang out" online. But anyway, school is getting better, my grades weren't too good at mid-term, but I can't complain because they were passing, but they are getting better. I just have to complete some things in color theory and he said he would change them to an A. I don't get it ( Read more... )

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Sorry kinky_dorito May 24 2006, 18:21:32 UTC
Actually I don't have any friends here...well besides Holly... I dont even talk to anyone in my classes unless I need help with something. Hell I dont even feel like I fit in here...everyone is to focused on partying and getting stoned or drunk I just want to get my degree so Holly and I can get out of here. I didn't forget you or anyone back in DE honestly. Sorry if it seems like that.

Yeah I left everything with out warning...that Monday when she had to get back on the bus...I couldn't bare to see her leave again. We spent the whole night crying in each others arms, and she had to be back on Tuesday or else she would miss her finals. I am truely sorry if it hurt me leaving and not saying bye, it was just one of those things where I listened to my heart. I plan on coming there to visit, so we can hang out if you want.

Oh yeah more about Holly, OMG she's the one Toby...seriously I thought that(before we met) we would meet and be friends at the most, but she gets me unlike anyone else ever has. I never knew what it felt like to click with some one so much, sometimes we swear that we are twins, and our mothers never told us about each other (would be kinda sick if we really were). I think back to the stupid fights Carrie and I had, and how hurt I was when we broke up, but now I look back and I realize that things happen for a reason, and with out her, I wouldn't have moved to DE, and met my amazing friends (you being one of them) and I probably wouldn't have met Holly. Remember when you said that anyone who had me would be lucky? In this case she and I both got lucky because I feel so lucky to have her. I'm still insecure, but she makes it all go away, and it helps that she is insecure too because it shows she cares. She's so good for me...I mean she is the reason I started school, and I can just stare at her for hours and not get bored, and just get lost in her eyes.

Sorry about that sappy stuff lol I just thought I would tell you about it since you were there for me so many times when I got my heart smashed (quite a few times). Thank you it means alot! Sorry I haven't called either...I never know when I good time would be and I don't have your number, because I lost all my phone numbers when I dropped my old phone in Mountain Dew. I miss you bunches! I hope everything is great for you! Email me sometime, or you could always call.

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